Pic of me and him holding hands that i really REALLY enjoy from being able to see him this December.

Yes, he gave me permission to post it. Hes the love of my life. I dont want it any other way.

I love you, @ctrlaltdelta.bsky.social.
I will always love you.
You will be my one and only.

I hope you all respect our wishes.
And dont hate on him. He didnt do anything wrong. I did.
But again, thank you.

And i hope, in the future, no matter what comes..

I will be better.
I will do better.
This is my fault, my mistake, and i am going to fix it.

So hate me, unfollow, unfriend, do whatever you please.

I am working on myself, so i will be quiet.

I am in Florida, visiting my family and Delta.

I will be focusing on myself, my family, and my relationship for the remainder of this period.

Have a good day.
5/5

And that is exactly what i will be doing.

Being better. Not trying to be better.

I am willing to sacrafice my following, my base, everything to make things right. And this, along with other activities i have been doing with my partner to begger myself, is the first step to becoming better. 4/5

You are available to leave.
You do not have to continue following me, nor do you have to continue being my friend.

But i want to put it in the air that yes, i fucked up and i fucked up big time.

I will be doing my part to become a better person.

As someone once told me, “do, dont try.” 3/4

I fucked up, and i am going to do my part to not make the same mistake again.

So, i am going to continue talking to my therapist.
I am considering confiding in a psych ward.

Im not gonna let this ruin my trip with my hubby, but i am gonna say this now.

2/3

Eden is really underrated. I enjoy his music a lot.