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Miłosh
@vida-paratise.bsky.social
30+ 🇩🇪&🇵🇱 (+🏳️‍🌈)| drawing and writing stuff | INTJ & Life Path 7 & Aquarius

「Let’s walk together so we won’t be apart ever again」
The life path numbers:

Ivan 7 (14.02.)
Till 9 (21.06.)
Luka 8 (23.12.)
Hyuna 5 (05.09.)
Mizi 1 (20.08.)
Sua 7 (22.12)
January 27, 2026 at 9:51 AM
((Do you know your life path number? Actually you have to count your birth year too. But well - 7 sounds very fitting for Ivan.
Till is a 9 and it's also very fitting to his character.

Here is a summary what kind of relationship a 7 and a 9 could have)
well...)
January 27, 2026 at 9:51 AM
And Till couldn’t do anything except stare at the fake scene unfolding right in front of him.

“…but I care.”

- End
January 27, 2026 at 9:51 AM
Till stood in the back, unmoving, almost like a statue, while Ivan slipped back into his cheerful role—greeting Mizi, Sua, and the others.

Ivan picked up his book from the floor and started chatting, laughing, blending in.
January 27, 2026 at 9:51 AM
<UnknownEnd_: It is worth it. — 1:29 a.m.

<post couldn’t be sent>

<post deleted>
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The classroom slowly filled with students.
January 27, 2026 at 9:51 AM
<UnknownEnd_: Wtf

No

<UnknownEnd_: r u ok?!

No

<UnknownEnd_: Wanna talk?

No
January 27, 2026 at 9:51 AM
1:27 a.m.
Till’s fingers trembled as he started typing.
From anger? From fear? He couldn’t tell.
January 27, 2026 at 9:51 AM
But when he clicked it, his stomach dropped.

It felt like his lungs were being ripped open with shards of glass. His pulse was racing, his heartbeat loud in his ears—so loud it almost hurt.
January 27, 2026 at 9:51 AM
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Till was lying on his bed, listening to a new album from one of his favorite bands.

It was 1:27 a.m. when a notification banner popped up:

<_Parasite: new post>
January 27, 2026 at 9:51 AM
“How… can you say that? This… isn’t you—”

“You don’t know anything about me, Till. Because you don’t want to see me. Because you don’t care.”
January 27, 2026 at 9:51 AM
He looked to the side, as if it physically hurt to look at Till, who was still holding him there.
And Till felt like something inside him twisted—like all his organs were being knotted into one tight, painful ball.
January 27, 2026 at 9:51 AM
“Since when do you care, Till?” Ivan’s voice was too calm—cold. It wasn’t familiar. This wasn’t how Ivan usually spoke to Till. Or to anyone.
“It doesn’t matter what I write or what I delete.” Ivan's eyes drifted away.
January 27, 2026 at 9:51 AM
“You do it every fucking time! You post something on Qitter and delete it right after!”

“…Let go, Till.” Ivan’s expression was calm, but tense. His left temple started to throb—painful, but bearable.

“What did you mean with that ‘sometimes I question myself if this is all worth it’ shit?!”
January 27, 2026 at 9:51 AM
“You think just because you deleted it that I didn’t see it?!”
Ivan flinched.

“I still don’t know—”
“DON’T BULLSHIT ME!”

Till grabbed Ivan by the collar and pulled him halfway out of his seat. The chair screeched across the floor as Ivan gripped the edge of the table.
January 27, 2026 at 9:51 AM
Ivan’s brows twitched slightly—maybe Till didn’t notice it. Till could be a bit… dense. Or too blind to see those things.
But this time, Till didn’t seem blind at all.

“What do you mean?” Ivan was genuinely clueless this time. He didn’t like being yelled at.
January 27, 2026 at 9:51 AM
Ivan looked calm, as usual, when he lifted his gaze to Till.
“Good morning, Till.”

Till looked pissed, as usual.
“Don’t fucking ‘good morning’ me! What did you mean?!”
January 27, 2026 at 9:51 AM