i appreciate this more than you know

and real love.

i haven’t experienced any fake love for about 8 months now. it’s a crazy how desensitized to that we can become if we’re not careful.

i’ve been isolated with minimal interaction & intentional and now, at the top of the year, in my new space about to return to work (and communal leisure), i can’t see anything but victory. i can’t see anything but more money and clothes and vacations and energy sharing and successful communication

most importantly, my sense of self-value has not only returned but been enhanced to a point it’s never been. i’ve gone from voluntary boundaries to an all out fake gold allergy.