No you know what I'm going to be STRONG I don't need to chicken out of art I can do it!!

Earlier today I was feeling art and now I'm not. Literally I am tired of my own indecisive ass

I also just started making my own charts and that is an extremely fun time waster, gotta say.

So I have to temper my expectations. But I'm hopeful that I can promote my channel and diversify my streams so more people watch. I'll do my best from now on.

Right now I basically only stream for my friends, but knowing how bad the job market is I'm somewhat losing hope for steady employment anytime soon. Back when I first graduated college, I thought "if I get the interview I basically have the job!" Which isn't true at all anymore.

I'm really sorry about not streaming--I've been busy being sick and unemployed, lol. Unfortunately nothing has panned out so I need to get back to the content mines.