uhhh im losing my fucking mind

dont come to me with end006 unless its abt the long terrible political instability, or takuei torturing prisoners together. or takumi torturing eito for unwinding purposes (real not clickbait roleplay)

i suppose my ao3 account is impersonal enough?

i know that i have negative charisma and obnoxious personality, and frankly i dont want to ruin any impressions on my creations like this. i am myself somehow who often avoids following ppl and just observes their art from distance (timeline) exactly for this reason

thats why im on ao3 + poipiku (early access) and now here too 🤷 (early access but with [rules])

i had a separate art acct and it got sussed because??? because fuck you thats why

000 day 95 <-> 001

i think that one of the appeals behind non/dubcon fiction are the emotional extremes the characters are going through, and it feels so washed to me when i know that even in-universe its just a facade

ugh. all the hirutaku is locked behind uchi b-plot routes and its still on the bigger spoiler scale compared to obviously r01

wont* not want
but idk sometimes ppl do a mental backflip if the socmed user starts bringing up ships not displayed anywhere visibly

i might be spamming the fa tag and im sorry

the stark difference when you reject the path towards the all-consuming hatred