finally finished everything except for some of the meal prep… it’s midnight… cozy game time and then sleep 😴

Tiny Bookshop!! it’s indie and fully hand-drawn. very cozy and i get to live out my dreams of owning a bookstore 🥰 hehe and i get to play it all cozied up on my switch

and fit a dog walk into there somewhere 🥹

✔️ clean kitchen
✔️ start laundry
✔️ make healthy brekky
2pm: get a sweet treat for doing hard things
3pm: phone call with papa hat
4pm: lil bit of life admin
5pm: lil bit of work admin
6pm: grocery shop
7pm: meal prep/make dinner
9pm: relax and enjoy my lil game 🥰

such a fun game!!

aw i appreciate you! ❤️

live on twitch yapping and catching up and gaming???

twitch.tv/versymolhat

as someone with chronic illness and an invisible disability, getting my quality of life back is an uphill battle. i have yet to find a medical professional on my side that genuinely wants to help. i’m tired.

sorry for the rant. as mentioned, i see the privilege in free healthcare 100%, but it is still a flawed system.

but even when i did have a family doctor, it was a nightmare. when i asked about alternative birth control options when i was 25 (i’d been on oral contraceptive for 10 years at the time), he told me i was “demonizing hormones” and that it “doesn’t cause breast cancer”??? that’s not what i asked???

i don’t even have a primary care physician after living here for 2 years (i’m on the provincial list) because there just isn’t enough of them. so i go to urgent care and i’m treated like a burden and dismissed even after clearly communicating very real and life-altering issues.

i recognize that i have SO MUCH privilege to have healthcare at all, especially when it comes to life-saving medical care. but the preventative care is lacklustre - so many healthcare professionals are overworked and jaded, especially in urgent care/walk in clinic environments.

i have dnd tonight for the first time in years and i’m so excited but so worried that i won’t be fully present because my bad brain just won’t turn off and it makes me so cranky but i know fun things will help??? idk being an adult is hard

i will probably have to do that