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Big Sweetie Vexed
@veronikavexed.bsky.social
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26. Rapper. Half of Madonna’s Bored. Host of the Cuddlepunk Podcast. Bonafide sweetie pie.
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A Meditation On Community. Chicago, Illinois. 12:45 pm. 6/4/25
Back in November, for those first few days after the election, I have to admit that I wasn't as scared as I maybe should have been. I remember feeling nervous, yes. Especially dumbfounded that this result happened a second time. But, scared? I don't think I felt it that first week or so. My reasoning being the community that surrounded me at the time. Back in November, for those first few days after the election, I remember feeling something scarily close to empowered. I felt a fire in my stomach unlike anything I had felt in years. I saw the people around me, the people I had grown close to in the previous few months. Not people I was dating, not family, not even the closest of friends. But people surrounding me who had lived similarly. Who knew that no matter the administration, the American experiment was never made for us. Community was all we had before November. It was all we were going to have the next 4 years. And it was all we had in that moment. Back in november, for those first few days after the election, I remember thinking l'd see many of those faces again. It didn't happen like that. I saw myself as one of many pieces of wood used to build a great wooden boat. A huge vessel that would carry those who helped to build it, as well as those who would be added on later, to safety through the ferocious Lake Michigan waters that lay before us. But as time went on, so many planks were cast ashore. Some of us had splinters that punctured the skin of those onboard. Some of us were seen as needing to be taken off in order to preserve the sanctity of the seacraft. And, important to recognize, some of us were never put on the ship at all. I still see the boat on the horizon occasionally. It is rusted. Filled with holes from those never replaced. Still afloat and running. Perhaps it will make it through after all. Perhaps the missing pieces will prove too much. I know Lake Michigan will not calm. Back in November, for those first few days after the election, community was my religion. I and many others were expelled from our church. And I no longer know what I believe in.
June 4, 2025 at 5:49 PM
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A boy who grew up to be a woman Letter to a name. Dear Ronald, Today is your last day on earth. By 10am cst tomorrow you will be erased from me. I’m sorry it’s taken so long to put you to rest, but there was a lot we both had to go through in order to get to this point. You did not have terrible conditions. Compared to most in your position you were lucky. You had family and friends who would support you no matter what decisions you made. People who cheered on your accomplishments and helped you learn from your mistakes and failures. You would have always been, to a great extent, safe. But safety is never constant. You spent many nights knowing something was fundamentally wrong. Knowing that you had been placed in a situation that would take a tremendous toll to escape from. There would be people, systems, and most tragically your own mind reinforcing that you could never be who you wished you were. And I am so sorry for all the pain you had to go through. Your name will soon be erased. But not your memory. Not the body you inhabited. Not the experiences you have had and the impact you have left on others. When people think back to their memories with you they will think of them with you under a different name. A name you deserved to know much earlier. I am so proud of you, Ronald. Thank you for carrying the burden of existence so that I could emerge. You have done well. You can rest now, little boy. There’s a woman coming to take over.
February 19, 2025 at 8:46 PM
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Thanks to @runawayricochet.bsky.social for letting me up on stage to scream. Shout out @skapunkinternational.com. Act like I’m not up next.
January 5, 2025 at 4:54 PM
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Queen of white elephant don’t step to me hoe.
Fireball stocking filled with actual fireball
December 25, 2024 at 8:21 PM
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One year since I got to meet one of my best friends in person for the first time 💜💜💜💜! Love you mads! @friendlycatwife.bsky.social
Veronika and Madeline being cute in LA.
December 25, 2024 at 6:45 PM
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Too many dogs on one bench.
November 27, 2024 at 6:58 PM
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Friendsgiving fit.
November 23, 2024 at 10:01 PM
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Got to meet @cumslutress.love yesterday and she’s absolutely lovely!
October 28, 2024 at 9:16 PM
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Can you believe she gets haters? Like she hasn’t changed the dynamic in her city in a month’s time?
October 28, 2024 at 5:38 PM
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Boys fall out cuz they can’t get me, call me Hoe Trohman.
October 25, 2024 at 6:39 PM
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Hello gamers! New episode of my podcast dropped yesterday and it’s a good one with htmljones!!! youtu.be/A2qYATG5r20?...
October 25, 2024 at 6:37 PM
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It’s that time of year again! Follow the link below to nominate The Cuddlepunk Podcast for best music podcast in the @Chicago_Reader’s best of Chicago 2024 contest!!!!

chicagoreader.com/best-of-chic...
October 23, 2024 at 8:10 PM
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Last night I had the epiphany that I was basically used for gender envy for a month or so but at least I was serving
Veronika looking very cunty in her taking back Sunday shirt and fishnets. Presented in black and white.
December 2, 2023 at 9:45 PM
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I bought girl underwear for the first time yesterday.
Veronika wearing nothing but red panties with fun red splotches all over them.
November 12, 2023 at 8:32 PM
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Ugly kind of pretty.
Just a picture of Veronika.
October 27, 2023 at 8:01 PM
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You know weed time ain’t complete without the Pinksqueeze bong.
Bong with stickers featuring the band Pinksqueeze
October 18, 2023 at 6:03 AM
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I’m launching my podcast this Friday 10/20! Support ya girl on patreon to help out a trans-lesbian led DIY show to take the culture away from the white dudes.
Logo for The Cuddlepunk Podcast showing a pink rabbit flying on a carrot over Lake Michigan. The Chicago skyline can be seen in the background.
October 16, 2023 at 4:44 PM
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Oops just eyes.
My pretty ass eyes
September 28, 2023 at 6:00 PM
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What are you listening to rn. I may have to do some last minute Jewel Running on Friday
A screenshot of Hey Kids (Bumaye) by run the jewels featuring Danny brown from Spotify
September 25, 2023 at 7:55 PM
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Pelfie at the T girl Picnic.
Pelfie. Wearing a Pinksqueeze crew neck, a collar, and a 100 gecs trucker hat.
September 24, 2023 at 9:00 PM
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Hey I’m sad can someone tell me I’m pretty please?
Veronika in a checkerboard dress.
September 23, 2023 at 9:38 PM
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This little dude followed me to riot fest and photobombed my picture. I’m sure this will be a one time thing and you won’t be seeing them again anytime soon.
Veronika posing in front of the riot fest devil. Next to her is a pink rabbit listening to an old mp3 player riding a carrot.
September 22, 2023 at 6:40 PM
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Happy thigh Thursday everyone
Veronika wearing grey panties kneeling on her bed. Tiny bit of nip in the top right corner
September 22, 2023 at 2:59 AM