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i’m going back to the doctor in ten days and i’ll see how much i weigh again. i want them to be shocked how much weight i lost in 11 days. i want to exercise to make it even crazier but my joints hurt
#caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky
#caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky
June 28, 2025 at 7:13 PM
i’m going back to the doctor in ten days and i’ll see how much i weigh again. i want them to be shocked how much weight i lost in 11 days. i want to exercise to make it even crazier but my joints hurt
#caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky
#caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky
i feel so lonely. i wrote a note for my therapist because i don’t want her to hurt from me doing it. it doesn’t feel good enough though. i think it would be easier to accept me dying if ana took me instead of me doing it.
June 28, 2025 at 6:47 PM
i feel so lonely. i wrote a note for my therapist because i don’t want her to hurt from me doing it. it doesn’t feel good enough though. i think it would be easier to accept me dying if ana took me instead of me doing it.
does anyone want to come to my funeral when i die from ana? i’m not recovering this time
June 27, 2025 at 2:24 PM
does anyone want to come to my funeral when i die from ana? i’m not recovering this time
June 27, 2025 at 2:09 PM
i’m going to see another doctor today and i feel so defeated that i don’t want to go but they have a scale so i’m going to see my starting weight today
#caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky
#caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky
June 27, 2025 at 2:01 PM
i’m going to see another doctor today and i feel so defeated that i don’t want to go but they have a scale so i’m going to see my starting weight today
#caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky
#caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky
i’m trying so hard not to relapse but it’s level impossible. all i can think about is starving and sh and i don’t want to stop myself.
June 11, 2025 at 4:38 AM
i’m trying so hard not to relapse but it’s level impossible. all i can think about is starving and sh and i don’t want to stop myself.
i’m going to relapse just to see how long it takes for someone to notice i did and then i’ll recover again
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
March 12, 2025 at 5:37 PM
i’m going to relapse just to see how long it takes for someone to notice i did and then i’ll recover again
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
it feels really good lying about how much i eat now. i don’t care if they believe me. it’s the thrill that there’s nothing they can do about it. i have control. i have all of the control.
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
January 30, 2025 at 8:46 PM
it feels really good lying about how much i eat now. i don’t care if they believe me. it’s the thrill that there’s nothing they can do about it. i have control. i have all of the control.
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
January 29, 2025 at 12:26 AM
my eating disorder is the one thing there for me for real. nothing and no one else. no friends. just me and ana.
January 28, 2025 at 7:36 PM
my eating disorder is the one thing there for me for real. nothing and no one else. no friends. just me and ana.
i’m going to tell people that i’m recovering so they’ll leave me alone for awhile and i can lose weight in peace
#caterpillarsky
#caterpillarsky
January 27, 2025 at 10:23 PM
i’m going to tell people that i’m recovering so they’ll leave me alone for awhile and i can lose weight in peace
#caterpillarsky
#caterpillarsky
relapsing was the dumbest thing i’ve done in a long time. here we are, a few months into the worst relapse i’ve ever had and focused on the goal and incapable of stopping
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
November 26, 2024 at 9:37 PM
relapsing was the dumbest thing i’ve done in a long time. here we are, a few months into the worst relapse i’ve ever had and focused on the goal and incapable of stopping
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
using celery as chips so that i don’t go over a calorie limit that is already too low to begin with
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
November 26, 2024 at 4:57 PM
using celery as chips so that i don’t go over a calorie limit that is already too low to begin with
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
that organ inside of my skull isn’t working because ana thinks being skinny is better than being able to think
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
November 26, 2024 at 3:06 AM
that organ inside of my skull isn’t working because ana thinks being skinny is better than being able to think
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
i feel like my body is losing its ability to survive faster than i can lose weight but i won’t let that be true. i just need to stay well enough to reach my ugw
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
November 25, 2024 at 2:55 AM
i feel like my body is losing its ability to survive faster than i can lose weight but i won’t let that be true. i just need to stay well enough to reach my ugw
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
November 23, 2024 at 9:37 PM
i am so hungry and i want to eat a regular meal but i want to look like this so much more than i want any food
#edsky #caterpillarsky #thinspo
#edsky #caterpillarsky #thinspo
November 20, 2024 at 10:03 PM
i am so hungry and i want to eat a regular meal but i want to look like this so much more than i want any food
#edsky #caterpillarsky #thinspo
#edsky #caterpillarsky #thinspo
me when i type bonespo into the search engine and it starts asking me if i need help
#edsky #caterpillarsky #ricecakesky
#edsky #caterpillarsky #ricecakesky
November 19, 2024 at 11:10 PM
me when i type bonespo into the search engine and it starts asking me if i need help
#edsky #caterpillarsky #ricecakesky
#edsky #caterpillarsky #ricecakesky
November 19, 2024 at 9:06 PM
i’m hungry but i will be stronger if i don’t give in to my hunger. my hunger will pass and i will be grateful to myself
#edsky #caterpillarsky #ricecakesky
#edsky #caterpillarsky #ricecakesky
November 19, 2024 at 9:00 PM
i’m hungry but i will be stronger if i don’t give in to my hunger. my hunger will pass and i will be grateful to myself
#edsky #caterpillarsky #ricecakesky
#edsky #caterpillarsky #ricecakesky
i get skinnier every day that i make the right decisions, i say to myself to remind myself to choose my goals over food
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
November 19, 2024 at 12:38 PM
i get skinnier every day that i make the right decisions, i say to myself to remind myself to choose my goals over food
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
my hipbones will look like mountains. they will be the first thing everyone notices about me
#edsky #caterpillarsky #thinspo
#edsky #caterpillarsky #thinspo
November 19, 2024 at 12:40 AM
my hipbones will look like mountains. they will be the first thing everyone notices about me
#edsky #caterpillarsky #thinspo
#edsky #caterpillarsky #thinspo
“it’s still too big”
“i’m sorry but xxs is the smallest size we have”
#edsky #caterpillarsky #thinspo
“i’m sorry but xxs is the smallest size we have”
#edsky #caterpillarsky #thinspo
November 19, 2024 at 12:36 AM
“it’s still too big”
“i’m sorry but xxs is the smallest size we have”
#edsky #caterpillarsky #thinspo
“i’m sorry but xxs is the smallest size we have”
#edsky #caterpillarsky #thinspo
i’ve had a hard day today and i almost gave into eating more food just to make the pain go away for a little bit but i stopped myself every time i got the urge to. ana gives me control. i don’t feel better in the day yet but i’m glad i ate less than I normally do
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
November 18, 2024 at 9:42 PM
i’ve had a hard day today and i almost gave into eating more food just to make the pain go away for a little bit but i stopped myself every time i got the urge to. ana gives me control. i don’t feel better in the day yet but i’m glad i ate less than I normally do
#edsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #caterpillarsky
me watching someone eat my favorite high calorie food #edsky #caterpillarsky
November 18, 2024 at 3:23 AM
me watching someone eat my favorite high calorie food #edsky #caterpillarsky