still learning to accept that only Allah knows everyones why. its not my responsibility to understand everyones psyche to the depth that i know my own, but alas, i still try.

to love God is to love myself.

i guess maybe the pessimistic “hope” of it all is that everything somehow all gets sucked into a blackhole and converted back into the singularity God was before the big bang.

the pessimism ties into this when you think of how the continuation of life is the “burden” of God being God. God can never truly die, the energy only gets transferred. God is forever stuck in a state of observation from everything and everywhere, instead of as a singularity.

God, the all-knowing/encapsulating being, is everything all at once, a singularity. once God essentially decided to “die” it multiplied, creating existence as we know it. this is why we see God in everything, because we are all made of the fragments of God.