Ash :/ (Randos DNI)
@ventyapping.bsky.social
He/Him | minor
DNI unless I interact with you first/give you this acc & don't even read posts at all pretty please 🥺
No main acc name here
Vent alt, tw for gore, grooming, suicidal ideation, and general bad mental health
DNI unless I interact with you first/give you this acc & don't even read posts at all pretty please 🥺
No main acc name here
Vent alt, tw for gore, grooming, suicidal ideation, and general bad mental health
Pinned
Alt boundaries/guidelines:
-DNI if I haven't given you this acc or interacted with you first. Randos fuck off please.
-Liking or responding is fine, no reposts
-This is a vent alt. I will be complaining. A lot.
TW: General bad MH shit, mentions of grooming, graphic depictions
That's it :P
-DNI if I haven't given you this acc or interacted with you first. Randos fuck off please.
-Liking or responding is fine, no reposts
-This is a vent alt. I will be complaining. A lot.
TW: General bad MH shit, mentions of grooming, graphic depictions
That's it :P
IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF
January 14, 2026 at 4:29 AM
IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF
Like I don't wanna die because I love my husband but I need to fucking die so I can stop being overwhelmed rn
January 14, 2026 at 4:29 AM
Like I don't wanna die because I love my husband but I need to fucking die so I can stop being overwhelmed rn
I hate dysphoria can I kill myself already
January 14, 2026 at 4:28 AM
I hate dysphoria can I kill myself already
GAHHHHHH IM GOING TO DIE
January 14, 2026 at 4:28 AM
GAHHHHHH IM GOING TO DIE
Fuck my stupid fucking tranny life
January 14, 2026 at 4:28 AM
Fuck my stupid fucking tranny life
I hate this I hate this I hate this
January 14, 2026 at 4:27 AM
I hate this I hate this I hate this
I'm going to die
January 14, 2026 at 4:27 AM
I'm going to die
I'm gonna kill myself
January 14, 2026 at 4:27 AM
I'm gonna kill myself
I need to break something or hurt something
January 14, 2026 at 4:27 AM
I need to break something or hurt something
I'm too overwhelmed
January 14, 2026 at 4:27 AM
I'm too overwhelmed
I can't sleep
January 14, 2026 at 4:27 AM
I can't sleep
I'm actually fucking tweaking
January 14, 2026 at 4:26 AM
I'm actually fucking tweaking
I'm going to FUCKING kill myself
January 14, 2026 at 4:26 AM
I'm going to FUCKING kill myself
The separation kills me every time
January 3, 2026 at 6:33 AM
The separation kills me every time
I wish I could just cling onto him forever and never have to let go
January 3, 2026 at 6:32 AM
I wish I could just cling onto him forever and never have to let go
I just want my husband
January 3, 2026 at 6:32 AM
I just want my husband
2 years is starting to feel like a lot longer of a wait than it did before
January 3, 2026 at 6:32 AM
2 years is starting to feel like a lot longer of a wait than it did before
I wish I'd never have to leave
January 3, 2026 at 6:32 AM
I wish I'd never have to leave
I wish I could be with him forever
January 3, 2026 at 6:31 AM
I wish I could be with him forever
And yet it feels like it's been so much longer
January 2, 2026 at 8:14 AM
And yet it feels like it's been so much longer
It's only been like 24 hours
January 2, 2026 at 8:14 AM
It's only been like 24 hours
I don't want to be alone anymore
January 2, 2026 at 8:13 AM
I don't want to be alone anymore
I just want my husband
January 2, 2026 at 8:13 AM
I just want my husband
It's been like this for probably a week now
January 2, 2026 at 8:07 AM
It's been like this for probably a week now
I don't think I'll last much longer
January 2, 2026 at 8:06 AM
I don't think I'll last much longer