Noah
@vbuckyr.bsky.social
19 years on this Earth
A poet, to love so whole and place it on paper when it shatters.
A poet, to love so whole and place it on paper when it shatters.
And the religious symbolism symbolises Johnny on how if the concept of Soul exist. He hoped that his Soul is also eaten by Simon. To choose his own eternal Paradise.
February 10, 2025 at 9:18 AM
And the religious symbolism symbolises Johnny on how if the concept of Soul exist. He hoped that his Soul is also eaten by Simon. To choose his own eternal Paradise.
The lonely room intakes a new loud sob from Ghost. Silence is the only comfort the room gives and the only comfort that Simon and Ghost ever know.
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
The lonely room intakes a new loud sob from Ghost. Silence is the only comfort the room gives and the only comfort that Simon and Ghost ever know.
Or Captain sending Soap in a solo mission and the result is a cold body and Price giving him Johnny’s dog tags because he is the most closest to the now dead soldier.
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
Or Captain sending Soap in a solo mission and the result is a cold body and Price giving him Johnny’s dog tags because he is the most closest to the now dead soldier.
Johnny dead, body turns to ash and Simon always imagine it. The curse to love a soldier. Their life, their soul with the companion of death. Imagining the life that they could have and all he sees is Johnny losing his love of him and in the end abandoning him.
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
Johnny dead, body turns to ash and Simon always imagine it. The curse to love a soldier. Their life, their soul with the companion of death. Imagining the life that they could have and all he sees is Johnny losing his love of him and in the end abandoning him.
But still Ghost wonders, Imagine the what if.
'Dead'
'Dead'
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
But still Ghost wonders, Imagine the what if.
'Dead'
'Dead'
And somehow his teasing and all it take for him to realize that it would disappear is is not by Johnny abandoning him but by seeing Johnny drop like a puppet that has its strings cut and blood pouring his head. But somehow, the string connecting his heart still held.
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
And somehow his teasing and all it take for him to realize that it would disappear is is not by Johnny abandoning him but by seeing Johnny drop like a puppet that has its strings cut and blood pouring his head. But somehow, the string connecting his heart still held.
'I Love You Simon'
Yet Johnny still loves him. Johnny wants him. I want him. My heart wants him. Heart longing since it touches his bright personality. His goofy smile and bright grin. His banter and shitty jokes.
Yet Johnny still loves him. Johnny wants him. I want him. My heart wants him. Heart longing since it touches his bright personality. His goofy smile and bright grin. His banter and shitty jokes.
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
'I Love You Simon'
Yet Johnny still loves him. Johnny wants him. I want him. My heart wants him. Heart longing since it touches his bright personality. His goofy smile and bright grin. His banter and shitty jokes.
Yet Johnny still loves him. Johnny wants him. I want him. My heart wants him. Heart longing since it touches his bright personality. His goofy smile and bright grin. His banter and shitty jokes.
Yet Ghost still continue, Hoping that Johnny will move on from him because who wants someone like him?
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
Yet Ghost still continue, Hoping that Johnny will move on from him because who wants someone like him?
Yet Sim- no Ghost is afraid. A coward as he avoid it. Continuing to ignoring Johnny even when he sees the pain when Johnny thought he hide it well. Eyes never lie after all, seeing that harsh glint of pain as Johnny avoids looking at him when Ghost looks back.
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
Yet Sim- no Ghost is afraid. A coward as he avoid it. Continuing to ignoring Johnny even when he sees the pain when Johnny thought he hide it well. Eyes never lie after all, seeing that harsh glint of pain as Johnny avoids looking at him when Ghost looks back.
“I’m Sorry”
Two words he didn’t expect thinking yet also stating. But its true though isn’t it?. He notice the long glances of Johnny, the darken iris of his eyes when he looks at him. Eyes gates to his soul and he wants Ghost. He loves Simon.
Two words he didn’t expect thinking yet also stating. But its true though isn’t it?. He notice the long glances of Johnny, the darken iris of his eyes when he looks at him. Eyes gates to his soul and he wants Ghost. He loves Simon.
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
“I’m Sorry”
Two words he didn’t expect thinking yet also stating. But its true though isn’t it?. He notice the long glances of Johnny, the darken iris of his eyes when he looks at him. Eyes gates to his soul and he wants Ghost. He loves Simon.
Two words he didn’t expect thinking yet also stating. But its true though isn’t it?. He notice the long glances of Johnny, the darken iris of his eyes when he looks at him. Eyes gates to his soul and he wants Ghost. He loves Simon.
His chest heaves and he bend himself to press his face into Johnny's sheets. His scent giving at least some comfort as the mattress hides his cries and sobs. The journal now lying beside the pillow.
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
His chest heaves and he bend himself to press his face into Johnny's sheets. His scent giving at least some comfort as the mattress hides his cries and sobs. The journal now lying beside the pillow.
Then a wet mark form on the paper and Ghost moves the journal away and touch his chin. Tears. Ghost tried to wipe it away but it continues pouring. His ears picking up a harsh sound and Simon realized that it’s a sob.
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
Then a wet mark form on the paper and Ghost moves the journal away and touch his chin. Tears. Ghost tried to wipe it away but it continues pouring. His ears picking up a harsh sound and Simon realized that it’s a sob.
Ghost emptily stares at the page. Letters, words and now paragraph beginning to etch into his soul.
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
Ghost emptily stares at the page. Letters, words and now paragraph beginning to etch into his soul.
'Sitting on the porch and staring at the sunset as I cough full roses as I die alone. Feeling tears and trickling blood on my chin but it so worth it loving Ghost this much.
Glad loving him even when I die…I love you Simon.'
Glad loving him even when I die…I love you Simon.'
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
'Sitting on the porch and staring at the sunset as I cough full roses as I die alone. Feeling tears and trickling blood on my chin but it so worth it loving Ghost this much.
Glad loving him even when I die…I love you Simon.'
Glad loving him even when I die…I love you Simon.'
'Where I would be hiding petals of flowers at the beginning and when it reach the last stage. I ask Captain for a leave and I go to Scotland and settle to the cottage that gramps has given me.'
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
'Where I would be hiding petals of flowers at the beginning and when it reach the last stage. I ask Captain for a leave and I go to Scotland and settle to the cottage that gramps has given me.'
'It hurts like sheit, in the beginning its just hopeless pining but now I feel my chest hurts just thinking of him. Glad that this disease is fictional because I would have died by now.'
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
'It hurts like sheit, in the beginning its just hopeless pining but now I feel my chest hurts just thinking of him. Glad that this disease is fictional because I would have died by now.'
'I still remember reading a story about it when I was still 19 and wonder how a person can love a someone like that. But I guess the universe is a bitch and answered that question by giving me Ghost.'
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
'I still remember reading a story about it when I was still 19 and wonder how a person can love a someone like that. But I guess the universe is a bitch and answered that question by giving me Ghost.'
'It can be cured through surgical removal, but when the infection is removed, the victim's romantic feelings for their love also disappear. '
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
'It can be cured through surgical removal, but when the infection is removed, the victim's romantic feelings for their love also disappear. '
'Hanahaki Disease: Hanahaki Disease is a fictional disease in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. It ends when the beloved returns their feelings (romantic love only; strong friendship is not enough), or when the victim dies'
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
'Hanahaki Disease: Hanahaki Disease is a fictional disease in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. It ends when the beloved returns their feelings (romantic love only; strong friendship is not enough), or when the victim dies'
And his eyes first notice a flower petal covered in red stain and a paragraph beside it.
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
And his eyes first notice a flower petal covered in red stain and a paragraph beside it.
He opens his eyes and he sees the journal in front of him. A way to feel the man again and not the way his hand feel the coldness of the Scot’s fingers. He takes a deep breath then he went to lie on the bed and flips to the next page.
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
He opens his eyes and he sees the journal in front of him. A way to feel the man again and not the way his hand feel the coldness of the Scot’s fingers. He takes a deep breath then he went to lie on the bed and flips to the next page.
‘God it hurts’ He whispers into his mind. He never thought he would miss Johnny’s voice, their bantering and sassiness. The quietness of Johnny when Simon fills the silence when the man is in a coma on the hospital bed.
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
‘God it hurts’ He whispers into his mind. He never thought he would miss Johnny’s voice, their bantering and sassiness. The quietness of Johnny when Simon fills the silence when the man is in a coma on the hospital bed.
‘I’m sorry Johnny, Hey Johnny, Morning Johnny, Johnny, Johnny, Johnny… please wake up’ Each day he visits Johnny and each time he talks to the Scot. Simon closes his eyes as his grip tighhten on the journal.
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
‘I’m sorry Johnny, Hey Johnny, Morning Johnny, Johnny, Johnny, Johnny… please wake up’ Each day he visits Johnny and each time he talks to the Scot. Simon closes his eyes as his grip tighhten on the journal.
A sentence writen in the middle of the page and Ghost should just stop. To close it and put it back or keep it so no one will find it but still not view its content. Yet his eyes is glued to the text, each second passing and each second making Simon remember it.
February 9, 2025 at 7:48 AM
A sentence writen in the middle of the page and Ghost should just stop. To close it and put it back or keep it so no one will find it but still not view its content. Yet his eyes is glued to the text, each second passing and each second making Simon remember it.