this will not happen. i'm just tired of being an adult about it all the time lmfao. ALAS

theyre birthday gifts even tho its gonna take me For Ever to get them done. and gm doesnt like celebrating his bday so technically i guess i've got a built-in out

difficult mostly bc i Am going to overthink the character design from toe to tip

big big big optimistic pacifist. with a gun she invented to be better at being a gun but sometimes it heals u. curled in the empty, decaying rose garden inside of herself, clutching her mother's pearls, empty and wanting, good at harnessing/manifesting the eldritch geometries she's so intimate with.

its for a purpose but i have no idea if it will actually come to fruition any time soon

i don't want to live in pennsylvania anymore but it's a historical home both emotionally and also like In Reality (was built in like?? the late 1700s/early 1800s? that bitch is Stone) and i want to hold onto it. it's a part of me even as the pain invoked by it is, too

and after she died her husband (married only a few years before death and i didn't like him much) basically kicked everyone out and sold off all her everything. i'm still a little mad abt it tbh

wait i have a 4 image limit. rude. heres the rest