youtu.be/OD0AOESRlw8?...
metal hellsinger immediately comes to mind

train games are loco motion

government shutdown
moon and sun pass through the sky
body is concrete

also deep dish meat sweats

i also talked about nerdy audio shit with @postergirlxoxo.bsky.social , Jesse, and @jamies.page in a tiny recording studio on the floor for like 2 hours. thank y'all for that, it was healing

i need a thread to complain how tired i am ok. i just need a spot to publicly journal. i miss cohost bc this was more socially acceptable there

every second of nodding off in the airplane isn't meaningfully restful, it's just delaying how tired you are before crashing in a bed. you could say that's resting but, no, it's catholic biblical purgatory

I'm glad I have people like clara and everyone else on the team in my life because they have been priceless mentors to me.

I'm thrilled to have you listen to my goofy little audio waves that have sincere laughter and tears behind them next month.

this environment of being surrounded by people comfortable being vulnerable about themselves to express through art while maintaining standards for that mechanical discipline is so addictively contagious. school couldn't have taught me that.

point being, it's so easy to get into a singular focus mindset that ends up building these rigid barriers that get harder and harder to knock down as these habits keep stacking. it is such a massive creative inhibitor.

being busy forging this hypothetical saw requires you to learn metallurgy and tooling and gas temperature, etc, all the while you have a slab of wood in your back yard that still isn't a chair.

when I first started 'getting serious' with music, I was extremely rigid with the idea that music only sounds unique if every bit of your sound is made entirely from scratch. it took me 10 years to realize that forging your own saw to build a chair is blacksmithing, not carpentry