Listen, we've all eaten dirt, right, all of us at some point

But off the floor of a dirty ass retail store is absolutely wild to me 😭😭 like full on, tongue to the tile, one inch lick

People have probably shat themselves in that very spot for real

The weird thing is mostly targeted at kids who, I shit you not, at the store I work in, fell to the ground, no tantrum, just to lick a piece of dirt off the floor

I was so absolutely stunned but I just nodded and walked away, like you go kid, hope you're vaxxed

We were all weird, and that's okay!

Friend I don't know what 21 is either 😭 I was so out of touch with EVERYTHING for real

I know absolutely nothing about anything like that

Some times I feel like I'm ancient but I'm only 23, it's so confusing for real

Yesterday a kid came up to me at work and said "6-7" I was like ???? What

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I don't want to be alive anymore. I know no one would notice if I had left this world. No one would care.

I've never felt more alone than I do now.

I self harmed again tonight. This time I made it nearly four months. I don't want to be alive.

I'm going straight to hell for all of the things I've ever done. I miss him, he was the part of me that was grounded. When he died, a massive part of me went with him, so maybe that part of me is in heaven, or Valhalla. He fought a losing battle, tooth and nail.

One day closer to being in his arms, but a large part of me knew he'll be disgusted. The other part of me knows he's somewhere where I'll never go: I am not going to heaven, even if I believed in it. I'm not going to Valhalla, the gates will not be open when I get there.

Toxic yaoi may be the best yaoi, but maybe that's because I'm severely mentally ill-

Gay OCs?