If you take any of the things Ive said here to heart let it be this, you have friends who care about you, even if you doubt it, even if you feel like its not true, they do care. You're a good person, one who's kind and genuinely nice, and even if you cant see that in yourself, others can.

You cant give up on them, and you cant take their friend away. You have to keep going, if not for yourself, then for those around you. I'm trying to convince myself of this same thing. I dont know when it'll get easier, truly, I dont, but I do know that, in time, the pain will become more bearable.

Look, I get hating yourself, believe me I do (have the scars to prove it), but as easy as it is to give to that voice that tells you you're a failure, you cant listen to it.

I know that there's a LOT of people who like you, I also know that among those people are a few who love you. -

If anyone wants to add me anywhere feel free to do so, my steam and discord are in the bio.

Short term hopefully yes, but long term nope (terminal cancer, we've known for about a year at this point, its long story I'd rather not get into)

AH! I wouldn't want to disappoint the Wizard King!

I believe that the study of death as a process is invaluable information to those who practice healing magic. One cannot understand life without also understanding death. This is NOT to say that necromancy is vital, only the understanding of death.

Gods that man is pathetic