At least my gf (who is younger) got 35 so I'm young in spirit or sth

Like I used to casually walk 40-50 minutes home from gfs place just because I felt like walking
I hate being so weak it's truly breaking me

Managed it well and even drank a shot again, humanity restored

Made me feel confident enough to have a coffee again this morning and jfc how I missed it

But lying around all day at home is definitely not going to help my mental health so I should probably go
Just to feel human again if for nothing else

I guess this is sort of a "game recognize game" situation
For all the awful things Trump does and says you have to admit he has a way with people, and Mamdani is obviously blessed with superhuman charisma and I feel like maybe Trump just respects that idk

Probably just a good dementia day tho

Also the fact that a gay showrunner can write such terrible gay representation is honestly almost impressive

What's a week more locked away trying to cure something this dumb place gave me in the first place

Cried 5/6 days that I've been here and while I'm definitely unstable it's usually not in a crying fit way like I am now

I take it back, I've just never been to a hospital long enough to realize it's actually just the top layer of hell

I've since said something (as part of a medium sized panic attack) and they left immediately which is nice but it's honestly so weird that someone needs to tell you how weird it is to just loiter in a shared hospital room