I also started painting my nails, I paint them like the trans flag 🏳️‍⚧️ and lastly I started playing elden ring. It's good 👍

And that happened every like 2-3 days for like 6 or 7 years, I always screamed but my mom or brother didn't do anything, they don't care about me, I wanna move out as soon as possible the mere act of my dad being in my sight makes me fucking mad af

I've cried a lot too, mostly on discord calls with my best friend because recently I remembered that my dad, since I was 3 to when I was about 9 or 10 used to get on top of me and start licking my face, and almost every time he had a beard that felt like sand paper

I've also been felling really fucking lonely for like a month, the fact that the person who loves me the most rn that I know of is a 24 year old trans girl I met on discord 1 month ago is kinda sad (to clarify I mean love as in worrying about me)

We haven't met irl yet cause he's busy with school but we talked a bit and it's good to know there's people like you near you, not only people like Diana or my other trans friends that all live like 300+km away, people that live in walking distance

But on some good news I also made up with and old friend who i stopped talking to cause he was friends with a guy that was a racist piece of shit Nazi. But that guy that I started talking to again told me that she was actually a he now. So we started talking again

But he hasn't talked to me about doing smt in a month, but before every week he told me if I wanted to hang out so yeah that's basically over I guess...

Also i discovered that my brother who I admired a lot is extremely transphobic

Other one of my friends almost stopped talking to me because "trans people are fucking disgusting and he's a Christian (which is stupid because you ask him which branch of Christianity and he can't tell you which one) bit one of my friends talked him down

My best friend that I've known since like mid 2020 stopped talking to me because I was trans, according to him it was because "he's a Christian and that is against his religion and is wrong and they brained washed me" when in reality he went from bisexual leftist to a fucking fascist in 6 months

DIANA THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU 10 MILLION TIMES THANK YOU IF NEVER BEEN MORE HAPPY AND IT'S ALL THANKS TO YOU ❤️

Like i just realised and have spend like 10 minutes hard crying at that one photo.

Like not like a "oh shit" type reaction, more like a "I didn't know that" and it's also like a big change soooooo.....