like u aren't any worse for having physical and mental limitations imo and your dedication does show. but also as ur friend and as a therapist pls practice healthy self care and live within ur window of tolerance. I didnt and now I can't bring myself to touch the fight anymore :(

don't mind me speaking from experience but I was also like that with top and to be so real it nearly ruined my relationship with my partner because I was so invested it was basically my life. I think that u may need to figure out how to balance ur mental capacity with the potential relief of a clear

we locked in on the final pull

DAY 21: WE CLEARED

day 17: IM ALMOST FREEEEE

day 16: 5% p4 enrage. we r so close

day 15: I again skipped posts. but CT cleanup into p5....the end is nigh

I skipped a few posts but day 11 is darklit cleanup and getting ready for ct....fights almost done

day 8: long break incoming for the holidays, mostly cleaned up UR and did more apoc prog. UR has a lot of nuances, kinda reminds me of hello world in top

duty recorder kinda goated

day 7: some apoc prog but a lot of me exploding during relativity. oopsie.

day 6: ddos prog.

day 5: ultimate relativity cleanup!! not gonna be raiding until Friday but got solid prog in

thank u!!!! it was our last pull of the night bc we are terrible at diamond dust sliding but I have a good group 😊

day 4: saw ultimate relativity!! hoping to get some prog in tomorrow and maybe prepare for apoc

day 3: light rampant cleanup and The Tingler

day 2: reprogged fof bc new strat, and ermmmmmmmmmm

day 1: diamond dust prog, hibachi? the tank busters aren't as scary as top unless mt explodes during p1
hoping to get some light rampant prog in tomorrow

I am!!! I just didn't think to use it until recently