Anaïs looks lovely in this set, so playful and cute! 😍

Anyways, I didn't mean for this to turn into a whole rant, and I know I never have to justify how I'm feeling but I felt you all deserved something from me... Something to say I'm at least willing to go on.

I got more to say on a lot of things, but for now I need to catch up. Thanks for reading.

Even this place doesn't feel like it wants me anymore (The platform, not you my lovely little deviants), and if we have nowhere to just BE, then it gets real hard to justify making the effort to be creative... And without creativity, it gets harder for me to be happy.

But folks, if I can be real with you... I'm so tired right now.

I'm tired because every waking moment I spend being creative feels like a futile effort to just remain relevant. Tired of having to navigate the online space for anywhere I can actually exist without compromise.