Thank you!! I didn’t have a pottery class in hs sounds v fun to get a class. But this i air dry clay cuz its the cheapest option, u might wanna look into that :)

The first pic is the inspo not finished product i forgot oops

Right!! I usually aim at half the healthy amount bcuz I dont want to go to the bathroom every five minutes

Anxious that I won't wake up to the alarm cuz I just spent an hour checking everything over and over again, so then I don't sleep cuz I'm anxious like crazy then it just gets worse.

I get bad anxiety during exams cuz what if I set the wrong time? What if I studied the wrong subject? What if I went to the wrong exam room? So I get stuck in a loop of checking my schedule and checking the time and checking if I set the right alarm and checking if its Am or Pm and then I get extra-

To get scared when going in public? Not social anxiety thats not new lol, but like i have to tab myself frantically to check if all my things are w me or if i accidentally dropped something esp w my phone. Anyways it’s looking like ocd but im not a doctor so 🤷

Oh also another potentially ocd thing-

To go through that spiral again 10y later it feels like it will never end. I even started to find new ways to self soothe, like rn im gonna get a little notebook to put all my passwords in fully knowing that ill just be anxious that someone might see it and use it. I also strangely started—

I alr contacted authorities when i got blackmailed so there’s not much i can do after that, i was looking into ocd lately and it seems similar to whatever tf this is. The worst thing is im not new to the “im being watched” paranoia i used to have that alot in my early teen years, so its not fun—

Opening my folders on my pc cuz whar if i accidentally click an app thats gonna take all my data again? What if i’m being watched this entire time? What if someone gonna out me? What if i get kicked out of uni for this? What if i lose everything and its my fault? What if i can do something but idk—

And its my first day of my period