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im starving, exhausted, depressed
December 19, 2025 at 3:17 AM
im starving, exhausted, depressed
so i feel fatigue and despair for my future
November 16, 2025 at 2:28 PM
so i feel fatigue and despair for my future
I feel it is hard to live rather than i don't want to live.
November 16, 2025 at 2:27 PM
I feel it is hard to live rather than i don't want to live.
although i'll turn 20 soon, i'm full of fatigue and void
November 16, 2025 at 2:24 PM
although i'll turn 20 soon, i'm full of fatigue and void
i can't want to live, it's not that i'm suicidal
November 16, 2025 at 2:20 PM
i can't want to live, it's not that i'm suicidal
i want to dote, caress babies impossibly
October 27, 2025 at 9:38 AM
i want to dote, caress babies impossibly
if we are honorable just being alive, give me self-esteem like let me think so
October 13, 2025 at 3:22 PM
if we are honorable just being alive, give me self-esteem like let me think so
they always take care of only their arbitrary desires
October 3, 2025 at 2:40 PM
they always take care of only their arbitrary desires
i know i have an arrogant aspect for other but the people who i hate and despise are always more arrogant than me
October 3, 2025 at 2:38 PM
i know i have an arrogant aspect for other but the people who i hate and despise are always more arrogant than me
on my school trip, teachers foisted nuisance on me and i didn't like group action
September 23, 2025 at 3:42 PM
on my school trip, teachers foisted nuisance on me and i didn't like group action
my sister is cute and smiles talking about Okinawa on a school trip
it relieves and pleases me because the trip was pleasant for her unlike me
it relieves and pleases me because the trip was pleasant for her unlike me
September 23, 2025 at 3:33 PM
my sister is cute and smiles talking about Okinawa on a school trip
it relieves and pleases me because the trip was pleasant for her unlike me
it relieves and pleases me because the trip was pleasant for her unlike me
opps, i was likely to realize life is the waste of time
September 22, 2025 at 2:30 AM
opps, i was likely to realize life is the waste of time
i'm exhausted from living with deceiving me
September 22, 2025 at 2:15 AM
i'm exhausted from living with deceiving me
babies seem particularly cute
For no reasons, I suspect that everyone has wiles such as hating or insulting me
this suspicion may be just my paranoia
this suspicion may be just my paranoia
September 19, 2025 at 6:16 AM
babies seem particularly cute
i'm so glad that my parents don't use sns
September 19, 2025 at 5:36 AM
i'm so glad that my parents don't use sns
those who discuss anything with only values of all or nothing are out of the question, f**k them
September 19, 2025 at 4:50 AM
those who discuss anything with only values of all or nothing are out of the question, f**k them
For no reasons, I suspect that everyone has wiles such as hating or insulting me
this suspicion may be just my paranoia
this suspicion may be just my paranoia
September 19, 2025 at 4:31 AM
For no reasons, I suspect that everyone has wiles such as hating or insulting me
this suspicion may be just my paranoia
this suspicion may be just my paranoia
i don't know whether my happiness threshold is too high or not, my life is too boring
September 16, 2025 at 4:10 PM
i don't know whether my happiness threshold is too high or not, my life is too boring
ブルスカリムれないの何とも言えない不便さがあるな
September 14, 2025 at 1:25 PM
ブルスカリムれないの何とも言えない不便さがあるな
a recent trend to value appearances rather than contents is shit
September 7, 2025 at 9:02 AM
a recent trend to value appearances rather than contents is shit
it is foolish to work if the job is harder than another has same salary
September 6, 2025 at 1:39 AM
it is foolish to work if the job is harder than another has same salary
fuckin' foolish song or shit singing annoys me
September 1, 2025 at 12:02 PM
fuckin' foolish song or shit singing annoys me
I think it is meaningless to use sns with private accounts, but those who are so insane that they can't tell ideal from reality infest sns now so we have to protect myself
August 29, 2025 at 12:31 AM
I think it is meaningless to use sns with private accounts, but those who are so insane that they can't tell ideal from reality infest sns now so we have to protect myself