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Mental ward 🤣🤣🤣 not metal!

Yeah my average luck for us would put most people in a fuckin metal ward for going insane 🤣🤣🤣🤣 and sometimes that alone keeps me going, knowing that through all the bats it insane things I deal with, I'm stronger then 90% of people out there by not owning grippy socks 😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Yeah I'll see. Also I was just reminded that when first getting a therapist, he would sit down and have us play UNO the entire time without saying a word, just waiting for us to open up. I didn't get that hint as an autistic! So uhh yeah all my mental people have been shit lmao

But thank you, I will try again for us and see how it goes

I'll try that again, last time we tried that it got either shut down with "I know your faking because those are all the criteria in the DSM-5 word for word" or "hmm, you seem to have anxiety, can I recommend working on that before anything else" like, am I just getting really shit therapists?

That's fair. Honestly my biggest issue is just going to a doctor or, more importantly a therapist and talking about it. Like what do I say??? "Hey so not to completely undermine your knowledge but I think we have this, this, this, and this" like idk that sounds so rude to me 😭😭😭 I don't have courage

Haha maybe. It's hard being trans and having a lot going on mentally. I wish I had as much courage and lightheartedness as other people I see talking about it 💜

Why does this actually sound so absolutely amazing, now I need this and have no way of getting it

Aww thank you! 💜

I find myself wanting things and then backing off of it to "not bother other people" and I had a Dream that I was married and my partner just kept asking what I wanted to do for the day. It causes me stress in dream and I woke up feeling stressed from it and I'm like "okay so I'm fucking broken" 👌😭

As soon as I said you can't eat it, my mind told me that same sentence hahaha!

Nah, cause you can't eat that flour mold haha

Thanks haha, it accidentally shows off both my tattoos nicely haha

Haha, this one makes it look flatter then the red or blue one!

Thank you haha! I told my Co-worker that if I had red hair with black tips, this would be my go to dress!

It's also technically a mold!

I guess in a way yes but it takes longer to make then bread lol