I would personally just open it with friends who are up to moderate and do my thing. Or like said you keep the chat off and make it a screenshot/event/art discord only

Could make people you like/Trust moderator. Or keep the chat off and only let it be a art and event server. But your name is a good brand, has no stain on it. You could make one and the server itself wouldnt allow harassment or anything. But I get you I wouldnt want to be in a leading role either.

Honestly, fuck the drama.I can get your side.I can get other people wanting you to speak up against injustice.
You organize great events.Make your own discord with the other people who organize events.Keep it as Event/Art discord only. So people can share art and know whats up and done. Youre great