Yet I wish to be eternal
My brain isn't wrong, right?
Medicine only helps things that I could change by myself, right?
It's not like I need it, right?
My brain isn't wrong, right?
Medicine only helps things that I could change by myself, right?
It's not like I need it, right?
I want to be innocent, someone who is only seen as good, the one who was the victim, the one who should never be to blame.
My selfish ego relieves my self hatred and the cycle continues.
I want to be innocent, someone who is only seen as good, the one who was the victim, the one who should never be to blame.
My selfish ego relieves my self hatred and the cycle continues.
Or was I never truly living?
I think for a moment I was alive once. Maybe twice, but it didn't last long. Now I feel empty and void most days. Now and again, a little moment comes along, however brief in its mundane pleasantries.
Or was I never truly living?
I think for a moment I was alive once. Maybe twice, but it didn't last long. Now I feel empty and void most days. Now and again, a little moment comes along, however brief in its mundane pleasantries.
The doctors still don't know what exactly is going on with me.
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The doctors still don't know what exactly is going on with me.
#abstract #vent #illustration
I Never wanna die.
I Never wanna die.
Yet I wish to be eternal
Yet I wish to be eternal