Update: It might end up being pushed back to a little later in the show e.g. 08:50, but should still go ahead!

I’ve tried to keep going, but if the emotional toll keeps building, I might have to walk away from everything I’ve known in this community. It’s a hard decision, but moving on and finding peace in my own life is starting to feel like the only way forward.
(7/7)

On top of this, there are many others who continue to add to the drama. They stir things up and make everything harder to deal with, both for me and everyone involved. It’s all gotten well out of hand, and I’m finding it nearly impossible to cope with it all.
(6/7)

I cannot forget the victims in my past. They’ve suffered greatly due to my wrongdoings these past few years, and the weight of that keeps me from finding peace. The pain I caused them is something I can’t just erase, no matter how hard I try.
(5/7)

Even if the victims were to forgive me, despite not wanting to start fresh with me, I’m unsure how much it would actually make me better. I’m still carrying the emotional weight, and forgiveness alone might not be enough to heal the damage I’ve caused.
(4/7)

If this continues, the weight of the past and my ongoing struggles with it may lead me to step away from my channel and the transport community. It’s becoming too difficult to move forward, and I’m starting to feel like it might be time to just let go and focus on my life.
(3/7)

Even though I’ve improved and learned from my mistakes, the weight of the past still lingers. I try to move forward, but the regret and pain never fully fade. It’s hard to let go, and I just can’t seem to escape those memories, no matter how hard I try.
(2/7)