Full of affirmations that they're both safe. Soft kisses so sweet that it feels sinful to do during such a dirty act.

So he'd have to wait.

Wait and suffer for something much more sweeter than he could conjure up himself 🤭😌

The next few (for Simon) are a bit slower but no less hungry. Their kisses usually a bit more tender with a nip here and there.

Then the last one. Johnny's fourth and final one that Simon would pull from him (after Simon had lost count of his own), would be the most tender and soft.

Feel of *Johnny*.

It's torture.

Glorious torture.

It leaves him with wandering thoughts of what he'll do.

Usually the first few goes, is quick and fast, it leaves them breathless and panting into the otherwise silent room.

Angles himself just right for Soap to turn into putty underneath or above him.

It's just not the same.

But the excitement of seeing him again after so long, the suspense of finally getting him back (because he will return) and being able to spend as long as he needs to saiting himself with the

Different things to try and sate himself still.
His most used was a clone of Soap himself. It does the job but it's just *not the same*.
Not the same as when he sinks into Soap's tight heat and they both sigh in unison.
Not the same as when he hears Soap's sweet mewls when he

A potential enemy stronghold?' and then as a reply to that 'oh don't worry, we can handle it we've done it before'???
No, that would break the illusion that he can withstand anything, that he's the perfect soldier. So instead he has to endure.

He's used toys, bought many

Johnny constantly gives reassurance while Simon can't even manage to say his own name 🥴😝