I mean, i could try and make my own thing, but I would have to find people who want the same kinda vibe, and I'm pretty sure I've hit GM burn out of my own making, trying to get people interested in an idea that I was super excited for, but no one else really was. No shade to them, it just happens.

Thinking about it. Might do either an H3VR or a Mecha break stream tonight when it cools off a bit. Way too hot out right now.

A mood, if ever there was one.

Sorry if this is disjointed. I just woke up and looked through the timeline here, and I wanted to weigh in, so it got kinda 'stream of consciousness'. Thank you for reading, my friends.

I'm just glad that I have found groups of people who have stuck with my awkward ass long enough to know who I really am behind the social mistakes. I hope that people learn from the mistakes of others. It's ok to want the same relationship that you see on screen with someone, but that takes time.

I know some people may look at this post and question my own self-awareness, as I know I have fallen into these trappings myself at times. I speak on these matters as someone who has made these mistakes and wished to better themselves. As I said in the first post, good and bad memories.

I will find you and pour milk on your server. /s