did you mean: my ex

same. I'll be the fucking blade

aight you earned a follow lmao

trump would rather see people with a uterus/vulva bleed out than offer healthcare. I will be lucky to live these next few years.

to birth control (which literally keeps me from bleeding out every month due to health conditions) and hrt. no old white man understands these issues, and I am fucked.

but for the next semester, I don't know. I'll probably have to get a 9-5, despite being disabled and not being able to work those hours. even if I get certified as disabled in the next few months, I'll still be fucked because he's cutting that too, I'll probably lose access (pt 2)

*15-17. sorry didn't know I couldn't add more than 4 photos lol

tarot got jokes that's for damn sure 😂

the worst thing is I don't even remember posting this. that's how dissociated I was. BPD is a hell of a disorder.

I never asked for this. no one does. but I'm tasked with getting better regardless of how much it hurts to completely rewire my brain that unfortunately never developed properly, and I'm hurting anyone I have a relationship with along the way. I hate this.