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A thinker and a lover
I honestly just want to curl into a ball and cry for hours over everyone I've lost. I'm not strong enough for this world
December 25, 2025 at 3:02 PM
I just realized that if having a positive opinion of me stands in direct contrast to your own ego, you won't
December 25, 2025 at 5:53 AM
Driving an unfamiliar car...it has a giant button/knob in front of the gear shift to control what is selected on the display screen. It feels like a throwback to the scroll wheel on a blackberry 🦳🦳🦳
December 23, 2025 at 3:07 PM
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Happy birthday Jean-Michel Basquiat
December 22, 2025 at 5:19 PM
The day they put a fat model on TPIR is the day I can die happy
December 13, 2025 at 2:24 PM
Cut my hair for the first time in over a year. I usually like it short but had lost touch with any consistent sense of preference or identity I guess... I'm back?
December 13, 2025 at 2:19 PM
You think bell hooks has watched all of sex in the city
December 6, 2025 at 3:19 AM
Trees that appear to be made of bone
November 30, 2025 at 5:47 PM
Work in progress. Didn't want to work within the limitations of any previously started piece, so I just dripped some "apple tart" acrylic paint onto this piece of broken board I saved from a taekwondo demo class I participated in years ago. Started moving the paint and was reminded of the Shenandoah
November 23, 2025 at 5:56 PM
My bio has read "A thinker and a lover" for over ten years, but today I'm realizing it should say "A thinker and an addict"
November 23, 2025 at 2:08 PM
Telling me I'm not trying is the best way to motivate me to give up. I am trying, my best just sucks a lot of the time
November 23, 2025 at 2:07 PM
Realized wicked is showing in IMAX at the air and space museum so now I have an awesome day planned for tomorrow!!
November 22, 2025 at 4:55 PM
I just turned on the price is right channel for background noise, and there was an episode ending. Drew and the models were in the crowd signing autographs, as was Guy Fieri? Now I must search for more info...
November 22, 2025 at 3:05 AM
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I'm really learning how far from love I've been
November 17, 2025 at 1:07 PM
There is an optimal rate for consumption of an iced coffee. That rate changes based on the strength of the coffee, the temperature of the environment, and the subsequent speed of ice melt. To consume the iced coffee at the optimal rate also requires self-discipline.
November 13, 2025 at 5:48 PM
A flower from the bouquet my home is currently being blessed by
November 9, 2025 at 3:11 PM
Some beautiful things I noticed today
November 9, 2025 at 3:17 AM
This is a Shoop. The Shoop possesses enormous, fluctuating amounts of power. The appearance of a Shoop is always accompanied by a massive black hole. It may be part of the Shoop's anatomy, but not enough studies have been conducted to say so conclusively.

Acrylic on canvas, my latest piece.
November 5, 2025 at 6:09 AM
Just paid my rent minus the cost of parking until those motherfuckers figure out how to count enough parking spaces for each resident
November 5, 2025 at 4:21 AM
You know, it would have probably been a healthier choice to breathe through the anger about the parking at my apartment and work on letting it go, but I decided to look up reviews of the complex and screenshot all the ones that complain about the exact problem I've been bitching about because the
November 4, 2025 at 4:11 AM
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“Ripples”

Second Beach/Olympic National Park/WA

#Stunday
November 2, 2025 at 3:46 PM
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November 2, 2025 at 2:27 AM
Per the cave allegory, isn't simply being aware we're in the cave the best we can hope for in this existence?
November 2, 2025 at 7:28 PM
I only recently learned/realized, which is scary in and of itself, that the areas of the brain responsible for caregiving typically develop during pregnancy, but only for the pregnant person, of course? So half of the parental pair gives wayyyy less of a shit when that baby is born, naturally 🤯
Same goes for caregiving. Over half the population sucks at it because they've never learned it
November 2, 2025 at 3:48 PM