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vega @ bsky arc
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32 / they & she / gmt+1 ( ENG + ITA ). / https://uncursored-v.carrd.co/
honestly just here to vibe and be terrible horrible ♥
currently into : hoyoverse / dgm / onmyoji / lads ( li x li only ) / infinity nikki / project moon
DEAD DOVE + TABOO CONTENT AHEAD
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temp pinned cuz the truth is that i’m old & tired and all i want is to live in a cottage surrounded by overly chatty crows and maybe a singular lazy cat

into way too many things, dont give a shit about discourse ( just block me for realsies ), let me tell you about allen walker
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✧ Allen Walker, The Crowned Clown 🤍
✧ I hope we all live to see the end of this story (including the mangaka, good luck to her) 🤍🤍🤍
#dgrayman #дигреймен #allenwalker #алленуолкер
May 6, 2025 at 5:53 AM
there's this prominent rise of rp groups that want 'canon compliant' characters and while it's all good and valid, at the very same time i'm just ... where's your whimsy. where's your creativity. y'all never played with dolls and it shows.
May 3, 2025 at 10:04 AM
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may fit !

despite the huge amounts of glitches i did manage to put on the cute lil lavender fit ! i was undecided on the bun or the free hair and i ended up with the latter !
bonus on my own nikkisona, witch edition uvu
May 1, 2025 at 2:59 PM
i just feel very pathetic, and alone. and like all i do is upset the people i really don't want to upset.
April 15, 2025 at 5:07 AM
i don't know. maybe knowing that i will never be first in someone's heart is what makes it all ache.

the fact that it's never going to be 'just me', but 'x and me'.

maybe that's why i can't jump back as muchbas i wish to.
April 15, 2025 at 5:06 AM
my body hurts. my head hurts. my heart hurts. all i want is for this to be over and to disappear, the temptation to jump into the raging sea is a big temptation.
April 15, 2025 at 5:04 AM
April 7, 2025 at 7:14 PM
i kinda wanna return to doodle again but ough. my complete lack of perception of pressure on pencil. the true ultimate enemy.
April 1, 2025 at 11:50 AM
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03/30 - day 25
finished with allen!!! YAY
#dgrayman
March 30, 2025 at 11:24 PM
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alienation
#dgrayman
March 29, 2025 at 6:30 PM
i am tired of being nice.
March 30, 2025 at 2:54 PM
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What y'all know about D.Gray-Man and my GOAT Allen Walker
March 28, 2025 at 10:46 PM
if i reach out it's a problem that i reached out
if i don't reach out it's a problem that i didn't
if i try to be present & understanding i'm being too much
if i try to give space then i'm absent

just tell me what i'm supposed to do then ? i am fucking tired of being shaken around like a pinball ?
March 28, 2025 at 2:32 PM
i think i need to be off servers in general for a while.
March 25, 2025 at 7:36 PM
all i want is to feel safe. but all i feel is that i am just a random decoration for someone else's cute little story being written up right in front of my eyes.
March 25, 2025 at 7:35 PM
at this point i wonder what i've done to deserve this. at least to be aware that it is my fault and atone for it somehow.
March 25, 2025 at 7:33 PM
i just want to cry and feel like utter shit for asking for certainty and reassurance when i constantly feel like i'm being sidelined and replaced with someone else. it doesn't feel safe.

that's how this whole fuckin thing fucked me up. i can't heal from this. i can't feel safe. probably never will.
March 25, 2025 at 7:31 PM
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March 21, 2025 at 1:29 PM
wanting to speak about something that is currently upsetting me bc i value honesty above all vs the petrifying anxiety of knowing this will 100% upset others and not wanting that because duh, of course i wouldn't want to upset others. i am inept but not an asshole.
March 21, 2025 at 6:05 PM
listen i may have lost my mydei 5050 ,,, but it's to gepard, and i'm so fine with it

( bronya you're next )
March 19, 2025 at 12:45 PM
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hewwo world
ig i shoud start with my fav ones
#dgm #dgrayman #art #allenwalker #tykimikk
October 18, 2024 at 3:22 AM
#vent incoming because honestly i am tired and fed up.
March 3, 2025 at 6:39 PM
negl i have some ... concerns / worries, i guess. my experiences so far haven't been exactly stellar.

hopefully it's just me being overly cautious and it'll all disappear with time.
March 3, 2025 at 4:23 PM
oh my god i've never wanted to leave a group so fast.

the way i just wanna scream to high heavens and just leave, i'm just. ugh. UGGGGHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!
February 27, 2025 at 9:07 PM