Just incase
One felt a sadness
For me losing my face
Damned I am
Damned I will be
Even the true love I found
Has a self inflicted barrier of entry
I didn’t think I’d be so numb
I take back my wishes
I’d rather no riches
Just a silent fate
That, I’d appreciate.

#poetry I think

Made to bow
To the one that lets me exist
with every curtsy and prostrate
I grew pissed
I grew godless with hate
Hurt every soul in my space
Failed every person

I don’t even want a grave
Let alone a name
Let me die in obscurity
Forget my past
My shame will be the only thing to last
Live In self hate
Nap to die
Fuck the hours
Let them go by
I was born with this vitriol
It wasn’t developed
In my own seething blood
I breathe enveloped

Only few know