istg the convo will be like
NP: how are you
me: stressed
NP: well whats something good that happened
me:….my relative died so not much.
NP: …oh. well were u close?
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im so done being stressed

(also wtf am i supposed to do with this? it’s just dread and stress and i hate dread and stress so much)

and istg my brother is just gonna blue screen and not be helpful so ill be stuck trying to keep my mom sane 4000 miles away this is great this is awesome

(it’s cause ____ is 16. i cant help her with grief with kids. i cant even do grief with kids. i dont do grief period.)

like a few magic tricks or silly skills like balancing a pencil on your knuckle and then spinning it