i dony deserve any kindness i don’t deserve any positive emotion bro why does the worst human being have to be me im so sick of it what the hell im gonna cry

why am i still freaking out over been seen as disgusting ew i hate this i hate me i hate waking up in the morning bro get me out of here🫩🫩

rocks back and forth i dont deserve him bro what does he see in me bro am i manipulating him to love me bro omfh that must be what im doing i cant be doing this

omfh why was i convinced i was a horrible and disgusting person when i was on call bro there couldve been ANY other time for that. but no i was tearinh up panicking on call bro omfh never goon

ew slur🙁🙁stop crying ur so stupid ew

ew look at bella throwing a little fucking fit again oh god why am i so pathetic. suck it up ur only going to get more disgusting you dony deserve to complain🤕🤕you dont deserve anything actually

im gonna throw up omfh plsnpls pls eeeewwwwww why is my body so abnormally disgusting pls i can’t be this repulsing right are they lying to me

hey guys!! i hate it here i don’t wanna be feeling this way pls pls pls everyone else has so much worse problems pls

don’t do it ballz your so much better than this bro ohhhh my god why did i even find the boxcutter can i lose it again i dony like this

removing every mirror in my house why am i so repulsive eugh im embarrassing eew

i hope that one day i’m able to see myself as beautiful i see myself as quite the opposite of that🤫🤫i mean wearing makeup makes me feel better but when im not i just look hideous. that’s all ill ever truly be, hideous.

why do i feel sad i have no reason to i don’t deserve to feel sad. i literally forgot so much of every bad thing that’s happened to me how can i be upset when i don’t even fully remember what messed me up🙁🙁frowns go away i dont deserve to feel an ounce of sadness i have it so good

waow first vent🥹i feel like a horrible person hai hello

hai🤫🤫ssshhhhh this isn’t ballz what are u tacoing abouy