im gonna decorate her soooo nicely she's going to be FANCY !!!!

there's just too much to do and not enough people or time to do it and i have yet to make it home on time and today i took 1 10 minute break in the whole time i was there. kinda wanna cry ngl ngl ngl.

ive fucked up majorly twice today and minorly countless times. feels bad man.

im trying not to despair and panic but im ngl.... im having a hard time starting this job. it's hard and so busy and i feel like im constantly failing and forgetting something and not knowing something. which is normal at a new job i know!!!! but i hate it!!!!!

staring at myself in the mirror, repeating "you are not useless you are just new you will learn do NOT panic"

found my bread. good night.

i have lost my buttered piece of bread somewhere between the kitchen and my bedroom. still locked in on typing though!!!!!!!!!!! they invented backspace for a reason!!!!