Ren faire hot take; 3d printed stuff and plastic anime weapons ruin the vibe.

I am really missing some old friends today.

Do not want to be here. Literally can not afford to leave. Also what other country wants a 40 year old college student with a wife and baby? No real skills and debt?

The topic of fate is such a fucking trip. It’s like I have to accept that the horrors I’ve endured had to happen in order for this new event? No thank you. Shit just happens and I don’t need to make trauma poetic to enjoy a good thing.

While on the one hand I say why the fuck are we still playing by the rules if they aren’t? Also we have to resist in the ways we actually can. We aren’t all revolutionary soldiers but we can band together and protect our communities.

I know I was born with a hero complex. It just took me longer than I’d like to admit to be a good person.

Someone said “I don’t really have a type, but I know you’re not it” to me today. First off, just kill me next time damn. Second i definitely didn’t ask.

It have been watching Avatar the Last Air Bender late at night and for the first time in all these years did I catch that Iroh didn’t kill the last dragon and Zuko and Aang just happened to find two more. He did the dance and lied to keep others from trying to kill them.

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This is the only social media platform I’m on at the moment. I feel super alone.

I am going to have to start working out for real. I have an open door knuckle sandwich policy for Nazis and billionaires and I don’t want to pull a muscle or anything.

Day one was full mini dice set and day two is a beholder with a Christmas hat. Advent calendar fun.

I think my favorite thing to do is open up to coworkers about my honest outlook on life and hear them go “oh, that’s sad.” It’s not sad, it’s just not reliant on higher power.

If only I could figure out how to just run 5e world of darkness games as part of my social work masters program

I am always afraid that if I comment on people’s posts that I’m going to come off as the absolute creeper I am. Like “I have enjoyed your content for years and never ever said anything even once” type shit.

I don’t use social media for money or marketing. I definitely feel like I only use it for screaming into the void. Maybe I should just make content about things I enjoy.

I don’t even know what to do anymore. We get lazy, we got fucked up and we got to work. We made progress despite literal Nazis working against us and still in the end we failed. The republic has fallen. The empire is here. Trust in the force and fight like hell.