i'm so scared they're going to send someone down here and i'm going to get in trouble lmajaosjdnsn

before anyone comes at me re: any of this. i'm a diagnosed schizo. thanks

no worries i'm sure The Delusions will come up with a reasonable explanation soon. right now we're stuck between literal parasites eating my brain and drug-induced dementia

i see my psychiatrist on the 19th but until then i'm not sure how to handle any of this

and it only goes on for like 15 mins to an hour or whatever. the process is like

feel bad -> feel REALLY bad -> freeze up, drool, twitch oddly -> fall asleep??? -> return to reality

like it's almost like catatonia? like i do sort of emotionally withdraw and i don't remember a TON about what happens during that time but i do know it involves like weird muscle tone. i get really strange twitches

ive been having these really strange almost like a dissociative episode moments that are brought on by. like. strong emotions. and they're happening often and idk how to describe it

this isn't a fucking tweet GENIUS

i've got:
- turtle shaped wax warmer + wax melts
- puzzle box with a game gift card in it
- mac n cheese gift basket
- led football wall sign
- small photo album filled with $24 worth of $1 scratcher tickets
- lego lucky bamboo
- skull with sunglasses bluetooth speaker

gifts are $20 min, no max