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I try my hardest! I just want to do good in the world because I know how hard life can be. I want to support and uplift others

I just turned 30 and she didn’t even contact me. I was there last year for her 70th birthday. I was there for her sisters funeral, she wasn’t and cussed me out afterwards for calling her out for not attending it but dropping off my autistic brother with no intention of picking him up

But she always said during arguments that she hoped I never had because they would be like me. She told me several times she wish she aborted me. She’s catholic. I’m the youngest out of 6. I was her biggest regret

I’m scared of becoming a mother because I don’t want to be like her but the self hatred she instilled in me makes me scared to have a daughter like me. I swear I wasn’t a bad kid

Thank you!!!

I’m assuming she meant like this