It's so upsetting how there are less and less spaces online for artists to freely post their artwork... i despise how monitored everything is becoming T__T esp with stupid policies like these...

SPAMTON!!!!!!!!!

so from the bottom of my heart, thank you, toby, temmie, and hell, even andrew hussie AND the entire undertale team and community. without any of you... i wouldn't be the person typing this right now... T__T

thank you for the 10 years, here's to 10 more!

and thank YOU for reading my thoughts T__T

maybe this is a bit sad... but the Ralsei plush i have is my most prized possession... i've paid over $100 to get my hands on it and i doesn't feel like it incapsulates even the slightest bit of value it has for me...

saying that this game shaped me into being who i am today... while extremely cliche, would be underselling the sheer impact it has had on me and my relationships... the countless bonds and friendships i've forged... the memories... it's all thanks to this game.

reading the latest newsletter i couldn't help but tear up as toby was recounting his homestuck days and how much they mattered to him, how it's a debt he feels like he can never repay... that's the same feeling i have towards undertale.

so... just thinking that it's been, oh god, 10 years???? fills me with both this sense of dread and major accomplishment... despite everything i've made it this far... despite everything i'm still me.