In the real world, most people fit the stereotype so much that the word "most" could easily just transform to "all". Drivers don't treat each other humans and retail stores just feel overall depressing. Also, I'll have to get a minimum wage job a month from now which is terribly depressing.

I also don't accept societies from both the real world and the internet. On the internet, if you're a newcomer you're just treated like the homeless. Disregarded as undesirable. Subject to be ignored. The only way to gain real friendship in that society is to have such a high status.

People say, "find your friend" and stuff like that. But for me, it's not worth the effort to go through tasting so many bad apples just to find one rare apple that taste sweet and juicy once in a full blue moon. I don't like that, and I don't accept that. I will not accept that.

I wonder where my semi-isolationist path will lead me to. Perhaps by natural selection I'll just not survive due to how humans and I guess the world works or somehow do with a heavy price. Either way, I don't think I'll ever want to accept needing to interact with people and just isolate myself.

I could be writing all of this in some secret journal and diary or just anything where it's not public. I don't know why but I chose to write it all here. Perhaps part of me want to be noticed in some small way while at the same time not??? Idk, I'm just confused at life.

For reference: The left image depicts a recreation of the "grass-yellow" uniform. The right image depicts some crappy Chinese drama's recreation of the war.

I also have some rough ideas for what a map might look like, and also maybe the political boundaries of what this major event entails. :3