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UWAGH THATS SO SWEET IM CRY

oh my god guys i am so sorry this is gonna be such a divisive take X_X

i actually... dont like nodoka that much at all... IM SORRY.......

i do rly like jun though!! shes a cutie

#tsumiasks

hi fun fact i already am actually!!!

its so funny bc im pretty sure i put my pen down from drawing this and then ur ask was there the moment i checked

i do try hard not to autopilot when i draw but it gets so exhausting...

i hate asking for money but please do let me know if anybody is actually interested in me opening a patreon... i like the idea of it but i really am so bad at this kinda stuff

I can get to a point where I'm happy within myself about what I do, and where I can bring joy to others while doing it.

anyway thank y'all for listening sorry for forcing this little rant onto your feeds 🙏 i just feel like i needed to get this out somewhere

though i will say, the messages i get from you guys and seeing that i have regulars makes me so unbelievably happy. it's really the only thing that keeps me going, and it's really humbling (though please dont think im fishing for more!!)

i rly appreciate the support... I hope someday-

it's so hard for me to perceive the value of what i do... i'm a musician first and that stuff comes easy to me. but art is a passion that means almost as much and it feels infinitely more impossible

i don't know if what i do is good enough for anyone else... its certainly not good enough for me

i've been considering opening up a patreon to earn some savings that i can use towards moving out costs, but I just constantly feel like i dont have enough to offer

i'm happy to make alternate more explicit versions, to share sketches, bts stuff, do polls etc but i cant help but feel its not enough

i really want to be able to consistently create content that makes me happy but im blanking so hard on it all

i want to be able to power through commissions that make other people happy

i want to be able to have more to offer than just This

i dont know if i'm just struggling with having aphantasia or what but it feels impossible these days to open CSP and start drawing things

it kinda hurts feeling so motivated to be creative and having absolutely nothing come out

i need to practice but i dont even know where to start

i really want to make art again... i want to make things i can be proud of and that can be fun, and hot

i really want to IMPROVE at art and have my work be relatively sophisticated and competent...

its so hard to feel confident in myself when my motor skills and mechanics feel so subpar

WTF?? CUTE??

oh my god...... linkle dog.......... arf arf.................

Y'ALL ITS OKAY I CAN LIVE WITHOUT JORKING IT FOR A WHILE

ending it ALL

i gotta say i think one of my favourite things about sheik is that it reveals zelda is fucking FLAT as an ironing board 🤤

do u think shes just super flat naturally or do u think she cut em off to be a better ninja.......