will probably never be finished but that's Ok...

if you lurk in my toyhouse you've probably seen this guy before

i like how i color but EVERYTHING ELSE SUCKS. I'M PISSED TF OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have been drawing since i was a fucking elementary schooler and no matter how much my art develops i still HAAAATEE IIITTT AND ATP I SHOULD JUST STOP DRAWING ALLTOGETHER I AM NOT HAPPY WITH ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DON'T WANT TO KEEP PRACTICING AND TRUSTING THE PROCESS AND LETTING MYSELF DRAW MESSY BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT I TRY I AM STUCK IN THE ETERNAL LIMBO OF NOT LIKING WHAT I DO EVEN IF I TRY BEING NICER TO MYSELF