Other then my jaw and head being a bit sore I’m a lot better

The madness hungers. You should feed it. Eat them

Ohey this went viral again

I'm 29 followers away from 1k and I'm live rn, it'd be sick if you followed my twitch during the week of trans visibility 🏳️‍⚧️

twitch.tv/bageltiger

It’s good but if you can stomach it I recommend getting the other endings as well!

Smoking a ciggy before I play some bf6 or silent hill f

None the less despite everything I must live.

I refused to hurt my loved ones like that.

I just honestly can’t do it anymore. I’m always tired, can’t enjoy anything, food tastes like nothing, music no longer evokes anything in me, nature no longer holds its charm, nothing makes me feel better. Never more than I passing moment that just feels like dangling food out of reach and starving.

I know everyone tells me it’ll get better but I’ve been told that most of my life. Everything just feels like a lie that I just have to swallow and be happy with it. I don’t want this for anyone I care for. I can’t even take care of myself so how am I supposed to love and care for those close to me?

I’ll never get to live comfy, own a home, a car, vacation. Shit I can’t even afford to feed, cloth, or even take care of myself. Life feels pointless and I don’t see a point in living. I’ll be missed but everyone will move on. It’ll hurt but life moves on. I’m useless to myself even. How can I care.