Suffice to say, to end this abrupt ramble is that

Don't think that you'll never be good as some oyhers. Don't limit yourself, trust the process and take your time learning stuff and you'll go pretty damn fucking far

I could have never seen myself manage to draw furries the way I do now, let alone draw nsfw The last few years of drawing has been nothing but rapid growth and learning new tricks and learning anatomy more after observing how others had drawn bodies, looking at photo references and even drawing tips

Like never in my wildest dreams back in 2017, would I have ever thought that I'd get this far with my own art.

Honestly I never thought I'd still be drawing years in the future because I never had actual faith in myself and have commitment issues when it comes to drawing (i have over 200 WIPs rn)

Take this as your sign to go to therapy and open up about things thatve happened to you, they aren't there to judge but to actually help you heal.

Therapy is 100% something that can help if you let it ya know?

And by doing me dirty I mean it feels like they threw it at me like a damn brick after that bitter sweet ending

Update bc @novismare.bsky.social said me leaving the first one up is basically uploading an ugly photo so it lives here but heres the finished version

I dont think there's a stand near me this year smh 😔 maybe Ill find one next year

thank you so much! I had a lot of fun working on this fella!

I think when I have more time Im going to be drawing him more, it was a lot of fun drawing his face, def a top ten out of all characters Ive drawn in my lifetime 😭💕