I'm just dumb and stupid actually and I don't know how to talk to people

I just wouldn't have that if it was online cause in the end I can just delete my account and try to forget it ever happened. But if it's someone in real life I can't just escape after I get embarrassed and start regretting opening up to them

I think it needs to be an in person thing. Talking about feelings online just isn't the same cause I'd just be hiding myself behind a screen. I need a real life person that I can hug and feel and see and be nervous to tell them about things but still saying them

Like I'll sometimes look outside while driving somewhere and be like "that looks like a pretty sturdy tree to hang myself from"
I'm glad I would feel too guilty to actually do it though.
I would feel bad for the people who would miss me

I'm sure if I spoke out loud what I was thinking I'd be admitted as a danger to myself. It's not that I would actually do these things, but I really want to sometimes

I hate that this is probably close to the truth...

After I've eaten more they kinda aren't even as spicy as a jalapeno

I don't need a break Miku
These gohst pepper chicken noodles are kinda spicy though

I already started scrolling again...