I also urge you to please not film or record me specifically without my consent. It is not right. I would never invade your privacy in this way at all in the future. This must be a boundary we all respect 🤝
(3/5)

But at least try and forget and leave that person alone and the best thing to do is to be silent and being silent is the best response. Thank you all for reading this! I’ll prove to you all that I’m a changed UTS and not the old SurreyTrains_YT I was… 🙂👌🏻👌 (5/5)

I know I’ve been making progress and I can do this and I’m determined to never revert back to my old ways honest it’s the worst thing ever as you just lose everyone. To the people who aren’t involved or who stick to pieces of evidence and judge me for a lifetime I know it’s hard to forget. (4/5)

I understand it’s a long road ahead for me but I am committed to achieving that in my life.
4) I would like to thank the people (a few) that are still with me today and know about my past and believe that I can change for the better for myself any everyone else involved. (3/5)

2) I thank you all for standing up for me whenever I did something wrong along those lines, weather it was a a small error or something huge…
3) I know that forgiveness isn’t easy and I got to show consistent actions in the community and beyond to even earn a tiny bit of trust from you lot. (2/5)

And now I am unsure

I then would send photos to him, all the time back in September 2024 and then I got caught in the act and then be decided to leak the images and then that resulted in me hiding away again but we got to the point WHERE I would send my bare rock sausage to him and then it got exposed 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 (3/5)

I then hid away for a good while before as I didn’t want to get attacked, but someone kept making me come back and sent pictures of it and I cried myself to sleep and smallest cunt myself and then I just decided to totally give up on him and that was it and tjrn try and change myself (2/5)

I’m so done with myself 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 (3/3)

I clearly am not good to anyone anymore, and I want to change desperately but I seriously am unable to. At this point I will just shut down my YouTube channel and lose all my respect to all the fellow train spotters and bus spotters and now I’m still stuck to decide on why I’m doing this (2/3)

So for now, I will still go on thinking I can “change” when I clearly can’t and I don’t know why I keep saying I’m able to but I know that I am mentally unstable and have been for such a long time. If there is another UTS is a bad person saga I will be so sad 😭😭😭 I am sorry for failing you all (4/4)

I said back in 2022 that I would move out of my house, get a job and get a drivers licence but here we are 3 years later and I’m still stuck inside all the time in my room infront of my laptop playing games and doing nothing except annoying people that don’t like me and I want them back so bad (3/4)

I always attack someone who I believe has just been using me and believes that I can’t change, which is the truth and I don’t understand why I keep putting myself into a stupid mindset that I’ll change when I can’t. I can’t even pour a glass of water let alone change my reputation. (2/4)