Happy solar return!

Shut the front door! Oh no… I… 🥹🫶

…yep, and then walked out the door. I remembered and asked after him if he remembered to bring the dogs ashes so I could say goodbye to the dog one more time and he said “No, that’s not why I am here” (even though we discussed this very thing weeks ago) and then finished walking out of my life. Woah

I’m glad I was here because there were a couple of questions. He wound up taking the houseplants with him. He decided really quickly to be done, and while he was talking to me I followed from several feet away; unprompted he tells me to get out of his way so he can leave. I said “farewell” he said 🪡

…so demanding and expectant, while also being really overly distant. He expected me to just leave the door unlocked for him and for me to leave. I explained that wouldn’t be happening. I asked if he would like a glass of water, and he told me not to talk to him (he later just got one for himself). 🪡

So the ex finished moving his stuff out, just now. This should be our final interaction since I paid for us to e-file this divorce. I believe we’re almost officially done; and today was a great demonstration. I chose to stay in the apartment since I don’t trust him alone in my space, and he was …🪡

Thank you for reading today’s entries. This wraps up my venting session. (Seriously, I am so excited to utilize this experience in my Reiki Healing practice, and in the recording studio. I have huge hopes for an impactful first Demo in 25 years!)

Thank you friends, acquaintances, creators; I 💗y’all

Especially when the other person is an abusive lying narcissist w/ a myriad of unchecked mental health issues. It’s hard not to feel like the last ten years have been a huge lie, but this bitter truth is so cathartic and healing! It’s fast forwarded me through my healing process. Thank you Goddess!🪡

I’ve been repeatedly placed in the right place at the right time to organically learn the truth that’s been kept hidden from me, and I am being made to see through years of lies from my (very soon to be ex) husband of the last 10.5 years.
Pathological issues are incredibly difficult to live with…🪡

that I pay full attention. My Spirit Guides are whacking me over the head really hard with direct messages that have proven themselves over and over again.

Why this weird ass entry? My precognitive and telepathic abilities led me through this divorce better than any other counsel could have…🪡

since I was a child: “My life is just one incestuous bastard sibling short of a Shakespearean play”, and “I’m a closet telepath, shh, don’t tell anyone”. These have never been truer in my life and I am still reeling from it all. My precognition has been off the charts because Goddess is INSISTING…🪡

It’s been a terribly interesting couple of weeks. Honestly, writers; I could not have written this shit if I tried to, and I think I legit have a whole ass story arc in me now. You’d struggle to believe my real life.
If you know ME, the real dude, you’d be familiar with me saying two things… 🪡

I’ve decided to use this space as a small journal; specifically regarding my divorce from my husband, solidering on with my disabilities, while trying to plant seeds of health, growth, and renewal. I’m prioritizing and investing in myself, I have to. I am so proud of myself for this. #chooseyourself

I would like to give small introduction. This is my personal account; however, professionally I am a Reiki Master Teacher, Tai Chi Gung Master, Registered Yoga Teacher, Storyteller, Oracle, and many other things besides. It’s an honor to hold space for Community, that we may heal and grow together!🌱