Lo
@toniluv.bsky.social
I need to focus on staying alive now. I need to focus on my mental health. Myself.
January 31, 2025 at 1:41 AM
I need to focus on staying alive now. I need to focus on my mental health. Myself.
I’ll live a life of no love. Based off my experience with men… all of them.. I don’t think romantic love is something attainable for me. Men literally have no interest in me regarding romance just sex & that’s clear to me. I wish I understood it sooner..
January 31, 2025 at 1:39 AM
I’ll live a life of no love. Based off my experience with men… all of them.. I don’t think romantic love is something attainable for me. Men literally have no interest in me regarding romance just sex & that’s clear to me. I wish I understood it sooner..
Reposted by Lo
I’m exhausted. My heart is breaking daily, and I have no way to rein it in. I need a rope, a lifeline and to bring me back from the edge of all the pain and disappointment that has engulfed me. I don’t really know how to bring this back to a place of sanity and peace…
January 30, 2025 at 9:54 AM
I’m exhausted. My heart is breaking daily, and I have no way to rein it in. I need a rope, a lifeline and to bring me back from the edge of all the pain and disappointment that has engulfed me. I don’t really know how to bring this back to a place of sanity and peace…
Maybe I’m
Just pathetic and worthless and no one will ever love me
And I should just quietly disappear from
The world
Just pathetic and worthless and no one will ever love me
And I should just quietly disappear from
The world
January 30, 2025 at 11:10 PM
Maybe I’m
Just pathetic and worthless and no one will ever love me
And I should just quietly disappear from
The world
Just pathetic and worthless and no one will ever love me
And I should just quietly disappear from
The world
Delusion. Cause u can’t give a person a chance who doesn’t want it. And trying to fit. Narrative into somewhere it doesn’t belong only hurts the one who’s not being real
January 30, 2025 at 11:09 PM
Delusion. Cause u can’t give a person a chance who doesn’t want it. And trying to fit. Narrative into somewhere it doesn’t belong only hurts the one who’s not being real
No any of those. Just wanting it from the wrong person. NVR let someone tell u they don’t want you more than once. I spoke about learning the same lesson over & over & I think I’m in the middle of my lesson & im chosing differently. But the loss is huge for me as it’s my only space.
January 30, 2025 at 11:06 PM
No any of those. Just wanting it from the wrong person. NVR let someone tell u they don’t want you more than once. I spoke about learning the same lesson over & over & I think I’m in the middle of my lesson & im chosing differently. But the loss is huge for me as it’s my only space.
Maybe my brain is broke… maybe I’m dumb maybe I’m asking too much.
January 30, 2025 at 11:00 PM
Maybe my brain is broke… maybe I’m dumb maybe I’m asking too much.
Unrequited love is such a crazy experience
January 30, 2025 at 10:59 PM
Unrequited love is such a crazy experience
RIP AJ. …. Everyday I think of you. Honestly your spirit is so so needed your words… advice love & presence. Been a very hard year without you.
January 29, 2025 at 1:30 PM
RIP AJ. …. Everyday I think of you. Honestly your spirit is so so needed your words… advice love & presence. Been a very hard year without you.
I feel so poorly about myself… I feel so low.
January 29, 2025 at 12:49 PM
I feel so poorly about myself… I feel so low.
Day 2…eyes puffy, AJs anniversary, police looking for me, still feel empty, breathing still shallow. There is no joy honestly.. up again
January 29, 2025 at 12:42 PM
Day 2…eyes puffy, AJs anniversary, police looking for me, still feel empty, breathing still shallow. There is no joy honestly.. up again
Ill never go Back to Michigan again. No reason &
No need
No need
January 29, 2025 at 12:34 AM
Ill never go Back to Michigan again. No reason &
No need
No need
Ill probably never experience reciprocal romantic love in my life. I know that now.
Reconciling that emotions & how
I view myself behind it… what everyone says about how
Nobody wants to be w me…
Even after 20
Years.
How pathetic . Life is truly a joke.
Reconciling that emotions & how
I view myself behind it… what everyone says about how
Nobody wants to be w me…
Even after 20
Years.
How pathetic . Life is truly a joke.
January 29, 2025 at 12:33 AM
Ill probably never experience reciprocal romantic love in my life. I know that now.
Reconciling that emotions & how
I view myself behind it… what everyone says about how
Nobody wants to be w me…
Even after 20
Years.
How pathetic . Life is truly a joke.
Reconciling that emotions & how
I view myself behind it… what everyone says about how
Nobody wants to be w me…
Even after 20
Years.
How pathetic . Life is truly a joke.
Only man that loved me, protected me, poured into
Me, saw me as beautiful in & out. Cared for me. I miss my dad.
it’s a permanent ache & emptiness.
Me, saw me as beautiful in & out. Cared for me. I miss my dad.
it’s a permanent ache & emptiness.
January 29, 2025 at 12:32 AM
Only man that loved me, protected me, poured into
Me, saw me as beautiful in & out. Cared for me. I miss my dad.
it’s a permanent ache & emptiness.
Me, saw me as beautiful in & out. Cared for me. I miss my dad.
it’s a permanent ache & emptiness.
I’m just gonna isolate & try my best to stay to myself. I’m not open to anything new, I don’t wanna speak, I don’t wanna go out, I dnt wanna be seen, I just want i disappear. Learn to be ok knowing I will live a life alone, without anyone. I have to start becoming ok w holidays alone. I miss my dad.
January 29, 2025 at 12:30 AM
I’m just gonna isolate & try my best to stay to myself. I’m not open to anything new, I don’t wanna speak, I don’t wanna go out, I dnt wanna be seen, I just want i disappear. Learn to be ok knowing I will live a life alone, without anyone. I have to start becoming ok w holidays alone. I miss my dad.
I have to stay here cause … only real Reason I have is my niece &’nephew .. they have parents so I’m really not a focus but… I don’t want the trauma of my aunt offed herself bcuz she dnt have present support & community who truly cares. They hve enough stuff to deal w.
January 29, 2025 at 12:27 AM
I have to stay here cause … only real Reason I have is my niece &’nephew .. they have parents so I’m really not a focus but… I don’t want the trauma of my aunt offed herself bcuz she dnt have present support & community who truly cares. They hve enough stuff to deal w.
It’s like oh I didn’t have a mutual safe space of love and such I support like I thought we curated … I’m always not enough… once in my life I want someone to be so sure of me in their lives no
Questions no addl time needed. I’m enough in a space I thought I could be full. I am in pieces.
Questions no addl time needed. I’m enough in a space I thought I could be full. I am in pieces.
January 29, 2025 at 12:24 AM
It’s like oh I didn’t have a mutual safe space of love and such I support like I thought we curated … I’m always not enough… once in my life I want someone to be so sure of me in their lives no
Questions no addl time needed. I’m enough in a space I thought I could be full. I am in pieces.
Questions no addl time needed. I’m enough in a space I thought I could be full. I am in pieces.
He broke me… & I hate to give anything that power but.,. I’m broken, I’m lost. I’m hurting, I feel
Like I know I’m breathing but I can’t feel the air. I can’t get through a few hours without 45 mins of crying. I can’t think.
I’m never the one, but it’s friend, we were that my closest I thought…
Like I know I’m breathing but I can’t feel the air. I can’t get through a few hours without 45 mins of crying. I can’t think.
I’m never the one, but it’s friend, we were that my closest I thought…
January 29, 2025 at 12:21 AM
He broke me… & I hate to give anything that power but.,. I’m broken, I’m lost. I’m hurting, I feel
Like I know I’m breathing but I can’t feel the air. I can’t get through a few hours without 45 mins of crying. I can’t think.
I’m never the one, but it’s friend, we were that my closest I thought…
Like I know I’m breathing but I can’t feel the air. I can’t get through a few hours without 45 mins of crying. I can’t think.
I’m never the one, but it’s friend, we were that my closest I thought…
they’re trying to push black ppl out of this state. I just want to acquire something in my home state of my own. I’ve been continuously mentally displaced by negative experiences the past 3 years add physically displaced to that. Which is my viewers life fear. Homelessness. I’m so discouraged
January 14, 2025 at 1:07 PM
they’re trying to push black ppl out of this state. I just want to acquire something in my home state of my own. I’ve been continuously mentally displaced by negative experiences the past 3 years add physically displaced to that. Which is my viewers life fear. Homelessness. I’m so discouraged
All my other socials are locked… because I know the feds watching. & I feel free to communicate freely there… so this is all I have and I hate journaling because I hate physically writing.
Idk. 🤷🏾♀️
Idk. 🤷🏾♀️
January 14, 2025 at 1:03 PM
All my other socials are locked… because I know the feds watching. & I feel free to communicate freely there… so this is all I have and I hate journaling because I hate physically writing.
Idk. 🤷🏾♀️
Idk. 🤷🏾♀️
I keep looking for help I work w friends cause I feel like it’s safest & getting fucked in every situation. I have no one to speak to about this cause honestly the ppl in my life don’t care about my life really, nobody asks me shit nobody talks to me checks on me. Ppl barely respond to my text.
January 14, 2025 at 1:02 PM
I keep looking for help I work w friends cause I feel like it’s safest & getting fucked in every situation. I have no one to speak to about this cause honestly the ppl in my life don’t care about my life really, nobody asks me shit nobody talks to me checks on me. Ppl barely respond to my text.
My time is being wasted my money efforts and energy… like WHY is this the 2nd time & this same Shit is happening? I hate it here so bad I just wanna own a condo and go about my business it’s so much other shit in my life happening this is mentally killing w/e I have left in me
January 14, 2025 at 12:58 PM
My time is being wasted my money efforts and energy… like WHY is this the 2nd time & this same Shit is happening? I hate it here so bad I just wanna own a condo and go about my business it’s so much other shit in my life happening this is mentally killing w/e I have left in me
Like no response from the relator, no response from the banks… nothing from the seller contact ends on weds.:
Meaning they wasted over 30 days of my time to go back to the market to get more money? While i am homeless. & my realtor still acting like that’s not what’s happening? Y !??
Meaning they wasted over 30 days of my time to go back to the market to get more money? While i am homeless. & my realtor still acting like that’s not what’s happening? Y !??
January 14, 2025 at 12:56 PM
Like no response from the relator, no response from the banks… nothing from the seller contact ends on weds.:
Meaning they wasted over 30 days of my time to go back to the market to get more money? While i am homeless. & my realtor still acting like that’s not what’s happening? Y !??
Meaning they wasted over 30 days of my time to go back to the market to get more money? While i am homeless. & my realtor still acting like that’s not what’s happening? Y !??