I haven't been on. Meds got disrupted. They want people so overwhelmed they can't do anything. That's me. I don't know how to fix it besides rest. I do everything I can and it will never be good enough, and I'm sorry for that. Me breaking down in a protest would put more people in danger.

Healing enough so you can make yourself more useful is still action. That might seem selfish and privileged but I am doing everything I can with what I have. It's not meaningless if it can get others to act when you can't.

Some of us don't have the privilege to be able to do that, but I am still making a difference. My point was that if it didn't matter what are you doing here talking to me, and I think I've made it. The billionaires didn't want me getting the medication I need to be able to think this clearly either.

Sometimes my motivation is: if they come for me tomorrow I know I tried. My hope is to give people a future they can believe is still possible, despite the horror and death we can't stop right now. Sometimes memeing on Republicans is good for moral.

I'm sorry it took this long to send.

Because Trump lies so he can manipulate people against their own values and self interest. Some of them might change their minds. The ones who don't maybe we can hold them accountable for their actions as traitors but until we have that chance we need to support each other and resist however we can.

That I can undermine the conditioning and make people ask questions. "If Trump is lying about Epstein what else could he be lying about? Are any of these people who support Trump telling me the truth?"

I don't watch news shows so maybe I'm tuned out of how much more focus they have on Epstein than Gaza or ICE. The best I can do is say something as well as I can on the internet and hope I can change just one mind.

People sometimes need to look away because reality is so horrible, the elite know this too, that's why they make it as horrible as possible. Sometimes you need to look after yourself so you can live to fight another day.

You can't fight for something you don't believe you can change.

That's why the No Kings protest, the biggest non violent protest in the history of our country, mattered.

Sometimes even the best you can possibly do isn't enough especially when you feel like you're alone. They want you to feel alone. That's why solidarity matters.