nvm i got it

i was gonna post a pic of an anime character with a six pack with the caption "you think if i hit enough serves i can look like him"

but i could not find a character / image through google that wasn't thirst trap fanart lmao

I tweeted about this before but

Life isn't a race blah blah, I know. It's just difficult not to make comparisons when the people around me in my age group have already accomplished certain things and I'm still not sure how or what to reach for

So I don't know, it's just kind of a bummer feeling like I'm personally incapable of finding a middle ground between punting my days away through escapism (social media, videogames, etc.), and hustling into burnout

I was only going 5 days a week in an effort to fit as much productivity into my weeks as I could. Thinking "You're a lazy person, you always choose comfort over growth."

(not considering the fact that I just really really like tennis and would play it every day if time allowed)

I wonder if it's just that it's been colder lately and that's what made me sick, because I was going at hours of the day where it's colder.

fuck oranges too

no pulp, fuck pulp