tiz🔊
@tizonae.vtubers.social
I do be enjoying some Ray content
December 6, 2025 at 4:40 PM
I do be enjoying some Ray content
I wonder if it's possible to bruteforce your mind out of obsessing? I've been stuck on things that I need to stop caring about and I keep hurting myself.
So I set a timer and am going to try to last as long as I can without "relapsing"
Is that weird..?
Well, 1.5 days down, so many to go.
So I set a timer and am going to try to last as long as I can without "relapsing"
Is that weird..?
Well, 1.5 days down, so many to go.
December 4, 2025 at 9:48 AM
I wonder if it's possible to bruteforce your mind out of obsessing? I've been stuck on things that I need to stop caring about and I keep hurting myself.
So I set a timer and am going to try to last as long as I can without "relapsing"
Is that weird..?
Well, 1.5 days down, so many to go.
So I set a timer and am going to try to last as long as I can without "relapsing"
Is that weird..?
Well, 1.5 days down, so many to go.
I want to stop being sad about this lost friendship and refocus my emotions on why I have handled people leaving my life this year so hard.
I don't think any of them are coming back, and I feel like my health is declining due to the stress of uncertainty.
I need to just accept it move the fuck on.
I don't think any of them are coming back, and I feel like my health is declining due to the stress of uncertainty.
I need to just accept it move the fuck on.
December 1, 2025 at 1:33 AM
I want to stop being sad about this lost friendship and refocus my emotions on why I have handled people leaving my life this year so hard.
I don't think any of them are coming back, and I feel like my health is declining due to the stress of uncertainty.
I need to just accept it move the fuck on.
I don't think any of them are coming back, and I feel like my health is declining due to the stress of uncertainty.
I need to just accept it move the fuck on.
Trying to undo a lifetime of how I put myself out there because I don't want to come off with bad intentions is hard. The idea of seeing someone and immediately wanting to establish a relationship is so foreign to me. I don't think I can do it, and it's scary to think of the repercussions now.
November 29, 2025 at 12:45 AM
Trying to undo a lifetime of how I put myself out there because I don't want to come off with bad intentions is hard. The idea of seeing someone and immediately wanting to establish a relationship is so foreign to me. I don't think I can do it, and it's scary to think of the repercussions now.
Played VRChat for the first time in over 2 years today, it was surprisingly fun.
I was worried it was going to make me sad to revisit a place I used to play with former friends, but it wasn't as bad as I thought.
Met a few cool people and had nice chats, played a fun game. It was really nice.
I was worried it was going to make me sad to revisit a place I used to play with former friends, but it wasn't as bad as I thought.
Met a few cool people and had nice chats, played a fun game. It was really nice.
November 16, 2025 at 9:53 AM
Played VRChat for the first time in over 2 years today, it was surprisingly fun.
I was worried it was going to make me sad to revisit a place I used to play with former friends, but it wasn't as bad as I thought.
Met a few cool people and had nice chats, played a fun game. It was really nice.
I was worried it was going to make me sad to revisit a place I used to play with former friends, but it wasn't as bad as I thought.
Met a few cool people and had nice chats, played a fun game. It was really nice.
One of the parts they don't prepare you for when you break apart from someone suddenly is how much you will struggle to enjoy things you used to enjoy together, or at least associate with them.
There's music and games that turn my stomach to think about now
There's music and games that turn my stomach to think about now
November 10, 2025 at 8:26 AM
One of the parts they don't prepare you for when you break apart from someone suddenly is how much you will struggle to enjoy things you used to enjoy together, or at least associate with them.
There's music and games that turn my stomach to think about now
There's music and games that turn my stomach to think about now
10 games to get to know me
This was surprisingly difficult for me!
This was surprisingly difficult for me!
October 27, 2025 at 10:54 AM
10 games to get to know me
This was surprisingly difficult for me!
This was surprisingly difficult for me!
My creative life lately is making BGMs for my streams that I don't end up streaming 🫠
But, I do feel like I'm building up a portfolio of nice songs at least so someday I can do something with them, I think maybe just have them available for use for anyone.
But, I do feel like I'm building up a portfolio of nice songs at least so someday I can do something with them, I think maybe just have them available for use for anyone.
October 17, 2025 at 7:17 AM
My creative life lately is making BGMs for my streams that I don't end up streaming 🫠
But, I do feel like I'm building up a portfolio of nice songs at least so someday I can do something with them, I think maybe just have them available for use for anyone.
But, I do feel like I'm building up a portfolio of nice songs at least so someday I can do something with them, I think maybe just have them available for use for anyone.
Dude on reddit: "Most indie games are shit"
Me: "Let me guess, big CoD/Madden/EA FC player?"
Dude: *goes to my profile to call me a bitter old lady and makes fun of me for a vent post I made*
Me: *Says his opinion is ignorant; gets banned from pcmasterrace for harassment*
Dogwater website.
Me: "Let me guess, big CoD/Madden/EA FC player?"
Dude: *goes to my profile to call me a bitter old lady and makes fun of me for a vent post I made*
Me: *Says his opinion is ignorant; gets banned from pcmasterrace for harassment*
Dogwater website.
October 4, 2025 at 3:07 PM
Dude on reddit: "Most indie games are shit"
Me: "Let me guess, big CoD/Madden/EA FC player?"
Dude: *goes to my profile to call me a bitter old lady and makes fun of me for a vent post I made*
Me: *Says his opinion is ignorant; gets banned from pcmasterrace for harassment*
Dogwater website.
Me: "Let me guess, big CoD/Madden/EA FC player?"
Dude: *goes to my profile to call me a bitter old lady and makes fun of me for a vent post I made*
Me: *Says his opinion is ignorant; gets banned from pcmasterrace for harassment*
Dogwater website.
Love my new keychain! @glassesjournal.bsky.social
October 1, 2025 at 1:25 AM
Love my new keychain! @glassesjournal.bsky.social
I kinda forgot to keep up posting on social media.. whoops.
I keep wanting to stream but having a hard time hitting the button. Between the issues I've been having getting my distributor to get my music released to not being able to get consistent branding across platforms, just been unmotivated.
I keep wanting to stream but having a hard time hitting the button. Between the issues I've been having getting my distributor to get my music released to not being able to get consistent branding across platforms, just been unmotivated.
August 27, 2025 at 8:34 AM
I kinda forgot to keep up posting on social media.. whoops.
I keep wanting to stream but having a hard time hitting the button. Between the issues I've been having getting my distributor to get my music released to not being able to get consistent branding across platforms, just been unmotivated.
I keep wanting to stream but having a hard time hitting the button. Between the issues I've been having getting my distributor to get my music released to not being able to get consistent branding across platforms, just been unmotivated.
Is there generally a good way to look for art to commission that is going to feel safer than wading through a bunch of bots/AI scams? I get followed on Instagram by a lot of artist accounts but most of them are kinda sus looking
I know there's stuff like fiverr/etsy/skeb but idk what to trust.
I know there's stuff like fiverr/etsy/skeb but idk what to trust.
July 23, 2025 at 8:08 AM
Is there generally a good way to look for art to commission that is going to feel safer than wading through a bunch of bots/AI scams? I get followed on Instagram by a lot of artist accounts but most of them are kinda sus looking
I know there's stuff like fiverr/etsy/skeb but idk what to trust.
I know there's stuff like fiverr/etsy/skeb but idk what to trust.
I'm gonna be hagging it up even more on Sunday.
I get self-conscious about my age sometimes since it seems like 99% of vtubers are in their 20s, so I really like finding ones that are closer to my age.
I get self-conscious about my age sometimes since it seems like 99% of vtubers are in their 20s, so I really like finding ones that are closer to my age.
love being in my hag era 🫶
July 5, 2025 at 4:46 AM
I'm gonna be hagging it up even more on Sunday.
I get self-conscious about my age sometimes since it seems like 99% of vtubers are in their 20s, so I really like finding ones that are closer to my age.
I get self-conscious about my age sometimes since it seems like 99% of vtubers are in their 20s, so I really like finding ones that are closer to my age.
Here's a new cover/remix thing I did of the latest song Porter Robinson featured on, it was really stuck in my head lately so I thought it'd be fun to give it a shot.
I don't make too much stuff these days so this was a refreshing burst of creativity and motivation :)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=fC_L...
I don't make too much stuff these days so this was a refreshing burst of creativity and motivation :)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=fC_L...
kill me for always (MikiLumi remix) - Michael Clifford feat. Porter Robinson #music
YouTube video by MikiLumi
www.youtube.com
July 2, 2025 at 1:01 AM
Here's a new cover/remix thing I did of the latest song Porter Robinson featured on, it was really stuck in my head lately so I thought it'd be fun to give it a shot.
I don't make too much stuff these days so this was a refreshing burst of creativity and motivation :)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=fC_L...
I don't make too much stuff these days so this was a refreshing burst of creativity and motivation :)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=fC_L...
Habbo Origins really is a nostalgic experience
June 30, 2025 at 3:25 PM
Habbo Origins really is a nostalgic experience
I somehow didn't realize offkai expo is like 15 mins away from my house, stupid me not paying attention to details.
It's hard for me to get around in cons but it would have been fun to try to meet some of my favorite vtubers. Maybe next time
It's hard for me to get around in cons but it would have been fun to try to meet some of my favorite vtubers. Maybe next time
June 21, 2025 at 12:05 AM
I somehow didn't realize offkai expo is like 15 mins away from my house, stupid me not paying attention to details.
It's hard for me to get around in cons but it would have been fun to try to meet some of my favorite vtubers. Maybe next time
It's hard for me to get around in cons but it would have been fun to try to meet some of my favorite vtubers. Maybe next time
I'm trying really hard to take a deep breath and pull myself out of the slump I've been in for so long. I've felt so stagnant and like I have no energy to do anything creative, and I really hate it. I poke at music sometimes but I miss diving in to it. I miss streaming. I miss my friends.
April 30, 2025 at 4:57 PM
I'm trying really hard to take a deep breath and pull myself out of the slump I've been in for so long. I've felt so stagnant and like I have no energy to do anything creative, and I really hate it. I poke at music sometimes but I miss diving in to it. I miss streaming. I miss my friends.
First night of R.E.P.O'ing with friends summarized in 9 seconds 💀
April 27, 2025 at 1:05 PM
First night of R.E.P.O'ing with friends summarized in 9 seconds 💀
I got the fries hat from McD yesterday and it just felt right to give it to Gura to equip (don't worry she will grow into it)
April 5, 2025 at 1:42 PM
I got the fries hat from McD yesterday and it just felt right to give it to Gura to equip (don't worry she will grow into it)
This is one of my favorite things I ever made some years back, I retouched and remastered it so I could re-put it out there with this new alias. :) It's an edit of one of my favorite rhythm game songs from the DJMAX series.
#DJMAX #rhythmgame #ladymadestar
www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWAR...
#DJMAX #rhythmgame #ladymadestar
www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWAR...
Ladymade Star (MikiLumi edit) - DJMAX
YouTube video by MikiLumi
www.youtube.com
April 3, 2025 at 2:03 AM
This is one of my favorite things I ever made some years back, I retouched and remastered it so I could re-put it out there with this new alias. :) It's an edit of one of my favorite rhythm game songs from the DJMAX series.
#DJMAX #rhythmgame #ladymadestar
www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWAR...
#DJMAX #rhythmgame #ladymadestar
www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWAR...
Sometimes I worry my passion for music left.
But earlier tonight I went on a spiral of emotions just from listening to a song from 7 years ago that still moves me.
Nice to know that a good song can still invoke things in my heart and mind even though I worry the spark of music may have gone away.
But earlier tonight I went on a spiral of emotions just from listening to a song from 7 years ago that still moves me.
Nice to know that a good song can still invoke things in my heart and mind even though I worry the spark of music may have gone away.
April 1, 2025 at 2:50 PM
Sometimes I worry my passion for music left.
But earlier tonight I went on a spiral of emotions just from listening to a song from 7 years ago that still moves me.
Nice to know that a good song can still invoke things in my heart and mind even though I worry the spark of music may have gone away.
But earlier tonight I went on a spiral of emotions just from listening to a song from 7 years ago that still moves me.
Nice to know that a good song can still invoke things in my heart and mind even though I worry the spark of music may have gone away.
Took me one match of OW2 to get a team of trolls and throwers. I genuinely hate this game and its community now.
March 17, 2025 at 7:52 AM
Took me one match of OW2 to get a team of trolls and throwers. I genuinely hate this game and its community now.
Happy to share I uploaded some music (in public) for the first time in several years !
It's a fun little remix of an old favorite happy hardcore track :)
soundcloud.com/mikilumi/let...
It's a fun little remix of an old favorite happy hardcore track :)
soundcloud.com/mikilumi/let...
let me in (mikilumi remix) - darwin x michael mansion
a sort-of-cover of Darwin's
soundcloud.com
March 8, 2025 at 5:41 AM
Happy to share I uploaded some music (in public) for the first time in several years !
It's a fun little remix of an old favorite happy hardcore track :)
soundcloud.com/mikilumi/let...
It's a fun little remix of an old favorite happy hardcore track :)
soundcloud.com/mikilumi/let...
Having the biggest fomo right now with Monster Hunter Wilds. I really want to be fully loving the game like everyone else seemingly is but after 12 hours the controls/combat are just not clicking at all. I'm not sure if I should try to keep forcing through or just accept its not for me.
March 3, 2025 at 11:21 PM
Having the biggest fomo right now with Monster Hunter Wilds. I really want to be fully loving the game like everyone else seemingly is but after 12 hours the controls/combat are just not clicking at all. I'm not sure if I should try to keep forcing through or just accept its not for me.